I'm still not moving on my spot. I didn't bother to turn around to look at him. I'm too confused.
"Sit down". He breaks the silence after a minute.
"Just listen to me... let me talk first. I will explain everything to you. I know you have so many questions that you want to answer". He continued. This time I set aside my conscience.
I walked towards him and took a seat across from him, a little away.
"Is your finger okay?". I nodded as an answer.
"Zia... look at me". I lift my head and look straight to him.
"I just saw the letter behind the picture-". I cleared my throat before I continued.
"Why didn't you make an effort to reach me in any way? why did you give up on me so easily?". I asked him, still looking straight in his eyes.
"I gave you space, it was a tough time for you. I admit that I didn't do my best to get you back, I'm worried that you won't forget me". He looked at his fingers then looked at me.
"What am I to you? everyday that we were together that time, you never said those words. I'm just waiting for you- You know what this is wrong. You have a girlfriend, I need to go-". I got up from my seat.
"I don't have one. I don't have someone, only you and always you". My knees lose strength, so I go back to my seat.
"There's nothing wrong with this. You asked me if I have someone and I answered yes because of you. It was Sunoo who called me that time". I finally breathe properly but I am still quiet.
"Sunhee, the one who you talked to on my phone. She was my girlfriend but we already broke up a year ago before she left the country and when she came back she didn't stop calling me and spreading to others that she's my girlfriend, she's calling herself using that". I'm listening to him but I'm looking away from him.
"She's obsessed". I mumbled.
"She was!". Ni-Ki and I laughed, I didn't know he heard that.
"I cut all my contact with her, I cleared all the things to her. You don't deserve to feel that just because of some obsessed person. I'm sorry for what happened". He goes back to being serious.
"I fell hard for you, do you know that?". I slowly looked at him.
"You made me feel the way that I have never felt. You are different from all of them. I don't know if you can see this but you are special not just to me but to all the people around you- well most especially to me". I playfully rolled my eyes to him.
"Let's start again. I don't want to let this opportunity slip on my hand". I keep on blinking looking at him.
"Say something, Letizia. I'm nervous here". He sighed deeply trying to calm down himself.
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𝐌𝐲 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧/ 𝐞𝐧𝐡𝐲𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐧𝐢-𝐤𝐢
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