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Many people knew of Baji as he was the first division captain of Toman; a best friend to some; an arsonist to strangers; but most of all he was a little brother to one.
His sister was a topic he wasn't fond of, as he was the reason for their relationship to break. Baji blames himself, praying to God to travel back in time, for him to erase what he said that day. Words hurt worse than actions, and indeed did he burden that struggle.
The moon shone majestically in the sky, for Baji walked towards his meeting, it was rare for him to go but Mikey wanted him to be there. He was the first division captain, it'll be best for him to hinder those responsibilities. The meeting began, it didn't pique his interest at all, Baji was a simple person, he'd only thought of: fighting, cats, peyoung-yakisoba, his friends, oh- and his sister.
Looking up at the night sky, sprinkled with white spots which contrasted with the moon, the moon. He liked the moon, it was peaceful and calm yet it needed the sun's support to shine or else it was useless, it would have been a plain object circling the earth, useless.
Absolutely useless.
That's what his sister thought of him.
Pathetic.
A waste of space.
They even said he wasn't her brother, he was no one to her.
Is that why he leeches off his friends? He cares for them, of course, however he craves the feeling of not being useless. Baji doesn't like to feel useless or excluded.
It's an inferior feeling, the feeling of running after someone who doesn't want you. Doesn't need you and forsakes you. He wishes to apologize but can he? Was the damage too much after all the siblings were strangers again. Someone who he admired, someone who he loved.
Yes, he loved his sister, but it's his fault and he knows it.
He should have known that words hurt worse than actions.
He should have known.
'Baji-san!' Chifuyu clicked his fingers in front of his face, countless times, 'Are you there?'
Baji snapped out his thoughts and glared at Chifuyu, his blonde friend, for being annoying.
Chifuyu was a dear friend of Baji, meeting him was an extraordinary experience for him. Baji was the person to save him from being beaten up and the first person he admired. Over time, Chifuyu's admiration for Baji only grew more and more. However, he wanted to know more about him. Does he have a favourite color? What is it? Does he have siblings?
Siblings.
Chifuyu has asked a question about that, but all he got was a huff. However, it wasn't his typical huff, his eyes drooped and his eyebrows were furrowed, his eyes seemed to be filled with guilt. The guilt would stay there for days, and Baji would ignore Chifuyu for that.
He knew not to bring it up.
But he was curious. Staring into his deep-chestnut eyes, Chifuyu saw the guilt, the vicious monster ravaging his mind and soul. He wishes he could help but could he?
Baji walked off, hearing Chifuyu speak. He'd had too much on his mind, he didn't want to talk to him now.
There left the first division captain, walking down the stairs in the middle of the meeting. Most members were aware of his behaviour and disregarded it nevertheless the founding members were curious. They knew Baji longer than anyone, they knew something was bothering him. But like usual, they disregarded it.
All they knew, Baji wasn't acting like their Baji.
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
so i started a new book, and its angst. not a big surprise, i hope you enjoy the first chapter <3
