cigarettes and stars

cuddling

The whole night i could feel Ivy's arms around my waist. As her grip tightens on me. I could feel her boobs pressed up against me making me feel butterflies all around and that's when it hit me. Do i have feelings for Ivy? No i can't.. I've never felt like this before with anyone. She just makes me feel so special, around her i feel like i can be me. She makes me feel so safe. I think i do have feelings but i shouldn't i mean she's my best friend and she doesn't even like me. I try to brush the feeling off but with her arms around me i just couldn't help but feel shivers through my spine.

As my arms were around her waist i could feel her pressing up against me with her hand touching mine, my chest pressed up against her. I wasn't obvious i knew i had some sort of feelings for Aria but i was trying to deny it. But i can't deny it anymore, I have feelings for my bestfriend. She just makes me feel so happy, before she came back i was so depressed and now i haven't felt like that in so long. I try to ignore it but i couldn't with her gorgeous hair laying on top of me. I smile at the image before..

I felt the light turn on as i see both Willow and Finn staring down at us with smirks. "That's how you fell asleep so fast.." Willow said while grinning. Me and Aria quickly got up and tried to hide our blushing faces but we couldn't really. "Were you two cuddling?" Finn asked with a smug look. "N-No well yes but we are just really awesome friends and-" Before she could finish i put my hand over her mouth making her turn the color of some fucking lobster. "No need to get flustered." I said with a small grin. "Mk whatever.. but we are gonna go shopping!" Willow said excitingly. She groans as she falls back on the bed. "I was soo comfy." Aria replied.  "Of course you were i mean with you being in your girlfriends arms of course." Finn said teasing with Willow. "Shut up." Aria said while trying to hide her smile. Willow and Finn both gave each other glances. "Okay get ready because we are leaving in an hour." Willow said before her and Finn left the room. It was quiet for a bit until Aria spoke up "I'll start getting ready." She said while grabbing a towel and heading into the bathroom. I simple nodded staring at the girl with red dyed hair. She left the room to take a shower as i just stayed scrolling on my phone. And then to my horror both Willow and Finn posted a picture of them with laughing faces 'these mfs cuddling' the text said as you could see two people on the bed behind them. I see my face go red from embarrassment. "What the fuck.." is all i could say while freaking out.

I went and took my shower, when i was done i got out and wrapped the towel around me. I picked up my phone and checked my instagram. Fuck.. I saw the story Finn and Willow made saying "these mfs cuddling" while you can clearly see two people on the bed. "Shit.." is what i could mutter out before blushing. I got out and saw the same face i had on Ivy's face. I could see her eyes linger on my figure "You saw it huh?" She asked with a disappointed look. I nod as i grabbed some clothes. "Go shower i have to change." I tell her. "No." She answered back while groaning. "Do you want me to change infront of you?" I asked with a small grin. "I'd love that." She replied with a smirk. I felt my face go red from embarrassment. "Awh are you blushing?" She asked as she went closer to me. "Shut up and go shower." I said while trying to stop the blushing. "Alright.." She said before going in the bathroom. She got in and i could hear the shower running. I sighed as i took my towel off to change. I thought it would be cool to wear some of Ivy's clothes since i had nothing to wear. I grabbed a cool looking tank top with a hoodie and i just wore some jeans i already had. It looked fine, cute and casual. I went over to my mirror where i did a quick eyeliner look with some highlights on my nose and cheeks. I see Ivy walk out wearing a tank top, flannel and some ripped jeans. "Are you wearing my clothes?" She asked with a raised brow. "Hm maybe.." I said while grinning. She rolled her eyes as she got to the mirror and did her eyeliner with some black eyeshadow. We both were ready as we grabbed our stuff to go outside. We saw them both and honestly they looked scared. "So about our story.." Finn said trailing off. "I'M GONNA BEAT YOUR ASS." Ivy screamed before almost punching Finn in the face. I quickly stopped her "Calm your tits." I said with a little smirk while looking down to her. "I will if you would stop staring at me like a hunter trying to catch their prey." She said with a smirk. "Oh shut up." I said while rolling my eyes. We were about to go until Willow and Finn both noticed what i was wearing "Are you wearing Ivy's clothes?" Finn asked me. "Yes." I simply say before getting in the car with the three.