Written by : @Sapphiremoon985
Co writer_ seungyoung park
Loving an anti kpop fan
— “I fell for you without even knowing it and, it does it hurt that you can’t see it.”
Park jiwon wasn’t sure exactly sure when he had fallen in love with you, but when he realised he had, he did everything in his power to hide it from you, only telling a handful of people he knew he could trust to keep that secret, you have known Jiwon for a couple of years now and became close friends with him, never once noticing the slight change in his behaviour through the months, not once noticing how his eyes would light up when you entered a room, and never picking up at his happy tone when he would answer a phone call from you.
Jiwon?” You say as you look into his eyes, a smile tugging at the corner of your lips.
“Yes?” He asks, a boyish smile slowly forming on his lips.
"Do you need something else before we start?” He asks as he stands next to the couch.
What is it?” He asks, you chew the inside of your cheeks as your mind started racing, it was now or never.
“All right, so uh… I met this person and I really like them, like fell for them.” You begin to say, the smile on Jiwon’s face slowly begins to fade. “And I was wondering if I should just… shoot my shot and ask them out?” Jiwon could feel anger and jealously bubble up inside him, had you never noticed how he was in love with you? Were you that oblivious to it? You stared at him with hopeful eyes, waiting for his answer, but it wasn’t the one you were excepting.
“You know… I fell for you without even knowing it and, it does it hurt that you can’t see it.” He says as tears started forming in his eyes. “So if you want to go and ask whoever it is out on a date, go ahead.” You could feel a slight pinch in your heart as your body slowly froze. “I’ll support you because I want to see you happy.”
“Jiwon …” You softly say as you reach for his hand, but he was quick to pull it away, making it feel as if your blood froze in your veins. “Oppa I… I meant you, I should… gosh, I should have been more clear with my question.” You move your hands away from him and interlock them with each other. “But I didn’t want to…” You take in a deep breath. “I didn’t want to let accidental drop that I like you… and have you reject me.”
“If this is your way of making fun of my confession, then please stop…” He says, avoiding looking at you, instead, he looked at his knees. “Because it’s starting to feel like you’re just saying that out of pity.”
“I’m not!” You say loudly. “Did you never once notice how I was so happy to hear your voice when I answered your call? Or see my eyes lighting up and my posture straightening when you entered a room?” He slowly lifts his head as he thinks back. “To be honest with you right now… I didn’t notice how your eyes lit up when I entered a room…” You look down at your hands resting on your knees, before letting out a sigh. “I… I think I should go.” You stood from the couch, and move past him only, for him to grab onto your hand, stopping you,
“Don’t…” He says as he lifts his head to look up at you, you turn to look at him. “Don’t go, we need to talk about this.” Hope was in his eyes this time. “I need to… I… want to ask you out, both of us wasted too much time already.” You move back to your spot on the couch. "Do you think everyone else noticed?"
"I... I don't know... I wasn't paying attention to them." You say. "But I'm sure they noticed, gosh, one of them even mentioned something that I just brushed off." You bring one of your hands to your face.
"They're going to tease us." He says as he turns his body towards you, his free hand moving towards the hand on your face. "But that's fine, I'm just happy we finally know each other's true feelings." He pulls your hand away from your face. "And now, most importantly, I'd like to ask you out on a date and ask you to be mine when we're on our date." You softly smile at him and nod your head.
"I'd like to go on a date with you." You say.
