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Someone's P.O.V

When we first met, I never would have thought that I would be able to call you my best friend.

I have had many people walk in and out of my life without making much of an impact on me, but with you, everything is different. You have been the one person who has always stayed true to me, regardless of what I put you through. I have never once questioned your friendship or honesty, mainly because I have never had a reason to.

We have been through much more than most people know, yet somehow we are still here.
I wouldn't trade you for the world. Even when we get into arguments, you know I can't stay angry with you for longer than 15 minutes, so you'll change the subject and say something that makes me laugh and forget about everything else

You probably don't know how proud I am of you.

I always tell you, “I wish you would stop doing this or why can't you start doing that." While I may never stop expecting more from you, I do it because I know that you will accomplish whatever you set your mind to. I see so much potential in you that even you may not see yourself. You have taught me to be strong even when it seems impossible, and now I expect the same from you.

Thank you for always being honest with me. Thank you for teaching me to tough it out and appreciate every part of life.

you have become one of the most important people in my life

I know if I ever have a problem or need someone to talk to you're right there.
I can call you anytime and you always have time for me.
To be honest, I never would have thought you would be the person to cheer me up or help me through a bad time either.

However, you are that person for me. You always know how to put me in a better mood

where do I begin? You've been there without fail since day one. You never bailed on me because you were "too busy" or "didn't feel like hanging out". No matter how many times I called you about anything: boys, family problems, personal problems, my fears, school, life in general,
, you were always there to lend me your ear; and lots of times, your shoulder for me to cry on. You never once told me to "calm down" or that I was "just being dramatic". Everything I did in your eyes was validated and had good reasons behind it

You're my shoulder, my rock, my go-to. And even though hundreds of miles apart, our relationship doesn't bend or break. We know that we don't have to speak everyday to make ourselves feel important to each other. We know that we both have lives, other friendss but at the end of the day, you are my person. And forever my person you will be

I want you to know that I trust you completely, and more than just about anyone else in my life. I can go to you with anything without fear of judgment. And that means the world to me.
hope you know you can come to me about anything.
I will never judge you. And nothing in this world can make me stop loving you.
You are my secret keeper like a sister. You protect me like a brother. You never let me feel lonely
Seeing our closeness, they tag us as a couple and we just shrug it off. But you know what, deep inside, in the corner of my heart, I so wish that it will be true one day. I want you to hold my hands forever. I want you to be the shoulder on which I can cry upon as always. When people ask me what he is to you, I say he is my best friend, ignoring my heart, which madly wants to scream that he is more than just a best friend.

As the dialogue is, love is friendship. I want that to be true for us. My day starts with imagining your smiling face and ends with me falling asleep while dreaming about you. But it so hurts when you talk about any other girl in front of me. It so hurts when you go on saying about her likes and dislikes. You know it the worst day of my life when you told me that you love her. It hurt so badly when you ignore me for her. But I never said. Because my happiness lies in your happiness.

Remember the day, when you broke up with her? You broke down in my embrace. Tears welled up in my eyes seeing your state. It was so hard for you to move on. But, you did. I felt so proud of you at that moment. Real happiness was seeing you coming back to yourself. You remember, when we were playing truth or dare and I was asked to confess my secret? I so wanted to tell you my feelings at that time, but I didn't. I was afraid to confess you know because I thought that I might end up losing you as a friend. I didn't want to lose you. Losing you was my biggest fear, is and will always be.

And as said, something is better than nothing. I want us to be friends if we cant be soulmates. I want to see you happy.  I can't see you sad. I would prefer to die than to see tears in your eyes. I can't let you go even if you want me to. I will never ever forget you. No matter how far we will be. Even if destiny wants you and me to be away. But you will always reside in my heart. I will always love you. I am all yours to keep, to love, to cherish. No matter if you ain't mine. I will always be yours. Last but not the least, remember that I love you.

So if you need me I'm here. Always remember that.

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 30, 2022 ⏰

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