April

16

Another week of school

Another week of hanging out with Avril

Another week of stress

Another week of not seeing  Bale

Another week of Jared trying to make me jealous

Another week of responsibility

And of course, another week of a messed up sleep schedule.

It's Saturday today and I wanna spend it hanging out with my sisters, maybe go to a mall, shop or something. Haven't done that in a long time now

I haven't seen Bale in a week now. I think it's best for the both of us, especially with it tryna kill me

Hehe

Anyways, Jared is over today because Matthew decided to have a boys day with the others, which meant there was no one to watch the little one.

It didn't take long to persuade him, especially because he loves me apparently. It's been a week, I haven't given him a proper answer yet and he just seems calm.

Wayyy to calm

I try not to bother myself.
Anyways, I'm currently in a purple sweater and black leggings with white Nikes. Mae, Jade and Anna are all prepared and ready to go. I grabbed my phone and ordered an Uber and while we waited.

After waiting for about half an hour, I was getting pissed off and annoyed. Jared sat beside me on the couch and slung an arm around my shoulder.

"Where y'all off to?" He asked. I looked at him with a confused expression  and rolled my eyes.

"I told you this before you got here, so why the dumb question" I snapped, annoyed.

"Well pardon me for trying to start up a conversation" he rolled his eyes.

"We'll look how that turned out"

I really had no reason to be annoyed with him but I was conflicted. My feelings for him were changing everyday. It was either love, lust, anger, irritation or just plain hatred. I just didn't know what to feel towards him.

"Well sorry about that" he got up and walked out of the room and into the kitchen, obviously annoyed.

I wanted to apologise but I heard a honk outside and I got up to check. It was a silver colored Corolla was outside. It was the Uber.

"Anna, Jade, Mae! It's time to gooo!" I yelled from the living room and rummaged for my purse.

The trio walked into the room all dressed and prepared. I signaled for them to get into the car while I walked over to where Jared was sat.

"Hey...I'm uh...I'm about to leave so.....uh....lock up" I said, feeling guilty about earlier.

"Yeah ok, whatever" he said. He didn't make eye contact with me and my heart broke but I sucked it up and walked to the Uber.

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After shopping and lots of eats, it was time to head home. It was really eventful and probably the only time I've spent this much time with all my sisters. The smiles on their faces brightened my mood and made me feel lighter and sincerely happy.

Happiness, a feeling I haven't sincerely experienced since the accident....
Sure I smile and I laugh and joke around, but that doesn't mean my heart don't hurt. Every single day it hurts, more than the last. I could only IMAGINE what would happen if any of these three got harmed in any way.

"Hey April" Anna tugged at my leggings. I looked down at her to see her puppy dog eyes. "Can we go to the park?"

I just couldn't say no to that face. The way her big blue eyes grew bigger, the way her bottom lip quivered when she shot it out. It was cute.

I bent down to her eye level and patted her red hair.
"Sure".

We walked to the park, all discussing about something that happened to each of us. I didn't tell them about Bale though, they would freak out.

The park was aesthetic. The pristine, stone walkway was lined with beautiful green trees, the grass was all shades of green with all kinds of play equipment on either sides of the walkway with children running around and laughing.

Tears of gold by Faouzia played in my head as I examined the area. It was beautiful and welcoming and just.......wow.

There was a white, wooden bench in the far end of the park to which I led my sisters to.

We all sat down and continued our conversation till Anna spoke up.

"Hey April, can we go play, pretty pretty pleeeeeease" she begged.

She gave me those puppy dog eyes which I couldn't refuse so I gave her a warm smile.

"Yeah, sure"

She immediately squealed with joy and ran off, grabbing Jade's hand in the process. Jade had a funny look on her face which made me laugh.

She mouthed the words 'help me' before being dragged into the crowd.

"Hey, go make sure Anna doesn't kill her please" I said to Mae, she let out a small chuckle before walking over to the slide.

I was left alone, in my own little world when a sudden high pitched ringing erupted in my ear.

I pressed my hands against my ears, trying to drown out the noise but it wasn't working which made me press harder but it was still no use.

The ringing suddenly got louder and I screamed in pain but it seemed like no one heard me. I grabbed my phone from my purse, trying to call Oliver. I could feel my eyes rolling into my head and the last thing I heard was Oliver's soft voice on the other end of the line.

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Hey guys, it's been a while but more of me and April are back. I missed y'all so much, what's been going on

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