Destiny That Brought Us Together

Beomryu's Love Story:Chap. 2

Shin Ryujin

"Tell me Jin..."

I rolled my eyes as I heard his pleading voice... We're currently here at the Café, the Café that he rented

He doesn't want to have some people hear us talk

"Why should I?" hearing my words his face twitched.. As I sat infront of him with a stern look, gesturing that I won't be telling him

"Jin...i have the right to know, even if I already heard everything but I want to hear it from your own, face to face! Is Jisoo my daughter? " I took a big huge sigh

This scumbag...

"Even if I tell you, you think that something will change?" As I said those words he seems to be taken back

"Well-"

"You don't know what I've been through you jerk... You only cared about your lustful desires not my feelings nor to our daughter"I slam my hands in the table and glared at him

"I know that I'm at fault.... But you know how I suffered because of you also? I've missed you.... Because of that night, I've suffered in Insomnia" I scoff at his words...

"Have you forgotten? You've dig your own grave. The reason I ran away, hid away Jisoo and change my identity its because of you!"he lowered his head not saying anything

"Lower down your pride you jerk" I added as I could see him clenching his fist underneath the glass table

"Jin... You know I love you... Your the only one I wanted, and I've regretted everything that happened... But have you ever feel guilty looking at my face? Lying to me?" this time, I was the one taking back in his question

My god...

He doesn't know how my heart breaks every time I see him..

"No..."

A lie... A lie that pained my heart

"... I've never been guilty, because I know that it's your fault"

Lie.... Lying again, my heart broke again...

Everytime I looked at my daughter, it felt like guilt is eating me alive

And that night... I've dugged my own grave also, because I've made him jealous

He saw me with another man... The man that I've almost gave my feminity if he didn't interfered

"... Jin... Give my a chance...Give me a chance to make it up to both you and Jisoo please"

Hearing those words.... Made my heart completely shattered... A word that I expect for him to say but why does it feel more hurt when he is the one saying that?

"Gyu... If I will, will something change? Do you think a mere sorry can mend my sufferings? Can heal my broken heart? If it will then it should've been better a few years back!" I told him as he lowered his head making me not see his expression

"I don't have time to listen this conversation anymore.... I'm busy" I told him as I grabbed my back and ready to go out but stopped and look at him

"It's best for us to never make up anymore....you still can't understand me and stay away from my daughter" I added and walked away to hail a taxi

"Where to ma'am?" the driver asked me as I frowned

"To ***** estates please" after for a few minuted I've arrived... Ignoring the greetings my maid told me as I immediately went to my room

And cried the tears that I've been holding back..

Why is my life so painful?

Choi Beomgyu

I want to protect her smile...

"Gyu Oppa!!"

Remembering how she use to act infront of me when we're young... Like a beautiful flower blooming

The blooming flower that I wanted to protect

But I couldn't now...

She completely cutted me off...

I grab my phone and saw the messages

Mom: Yah! What did you do? Why did Ryujin suddenly broke off the engagement?

Dad: Luckily that we're still friends with the Shins...  But sadly Gyu, your no longer engage with her

I chuckled as I had read the messages...laughing happily, but tears started to fall

As i furrowed my hair, and continue to drink...

That's right... I'm at home drinking my xss off...

Just when I finally found her... But she ran away again... She ran away under the named Jinjin

Hid away Jisoo... Our Precious daughter.... The kid who didn't know how both her parents suffered because of our pride...

Ryujin ran away, discarding that name while engage with me... And now, she finally Completely ran away... Hiding our daughter, not wanting us to meet...

Is this how my relationship with her ends?

"Yah... What is this smell?!"

I looked up and saw Yeonjun Hyung with such sour look

"Hyung! What do you want?" I drunkily ask him while smiling brightly

Even if I'm completely drunk, I could see him with a dissatisfied look

"How many days has been since your in that state Gyu?" he ask as I smiled lightly

"I think it's been 3 days now?"

"What a disaster! Is this about Ryujin? I thought you didn't like her" he told me as I frown

At first I don't... Its merely because she's Jinjin

We spend our time together, it felt like my heart had revive again, her sarcastic remarks and her glaring looks

But it broke again, hearing the painful truth from her

"Even so Hyung, I found my Jinjin" I told Yeonjun hyung as he sat next to me

"Really? Then why are you drinking now? When you could be happy with her?" He ask me as I shook my head

"Jinjin, Is someone near me... I couldn't even say sorry to her again because she draw a line between us..." I said

"... I couldn't even hold my daughter, because of her" I finished.... I couldn't see his expression because my vision has been blurry

"How painful on what you've been through...  Is this why Ryujin send me to check up on you?"

Ryujin?

"Ryujin? Where is she!Is she with Jisoo? " I exclaim and stood up as suddenly fell down losing consciousness...

The Last thing I saw is Hyung with a sad look