maybe when the time is right - ms. venable

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tw; blood ?

You laugh at Wilhemina when you'd truly want to cry. You give her a peck on the lips before laying your head down in her lap. She played with your hair and later started caressing it.

You could feel how nice she smelled. Her fingers getting tangled in your hair slowly started to relax you.

-"Wilhemina, I'm so scared."

-"I would like to say that I'm not scared, and I would like to protect you how I always do, but I can't. I'm scared as well, but please... Let's spend our last days together, the best we can. Without any worries or fears, just how it once was. We now have each other and that's all that matters."

-"I love you so much, Wilhemina."

-"I love you too. I love you more than anything."

-"Hey, Mina, do you remember that one morning when our cat started licking your face and you thought it was me?"

-Wilhemina giggles and replies-"How could I forget? You never stopped teasing me about it."

Dumb conversations,
we lose track of time...
Have I told you lately,
I'm grateful you're mine?

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Wilhemina and I walk out of her room after a sleepless night.

-"Last breakfast before they leave."-I say to Wilhemina.

-"Not if-"-Ms. Venable begins but gets interrupted by Langdon;

-"Oh, love birds! I'm so intrigued by this thingie you two have going on."

-"Mr. Langdon you are mistaken-"-I start but Wilhemina is faster to say something;

-"You know what, I'll die anyways so-"-she said before pulling you in for a kiss-"Yes, we're in love. I'm madly in love with her."

-"I knew you were that homophobic but at the same time gay type, Venable. Have fun~"-Langdon said before walking away.

-"Wilhemina, jesus! Are you fucking insane!?"-I say.

-"No. Just making up for my past mistakes. I was always hiding you, but I'm done hiding. I love you and I'm proud to have you. I love, love, looooove you!"-she said before showering your face with soft kisses.

-"I love you but you are too stupid."

-"Stupid for you, baby."-she replies and we walk into the dining room holding hands. Many people gave us weird looks but we didn't care. After breakfast, Mina pulled me to the library;

-"Hey, honey, what were you talking about before Langdon interrupted you?"

-"Maybe there is a way for us to live."

-"What do you mean?"

-"Let's kill him."

-"What!?"

-"Look baby, after that, we'll be able to live happily, and we will avenge your friend. He let Michael in, can't you understand?"-after a long time of persuading, you agree to do it.

After dinner, Wilhemina pulls a gun out of a drawer in her nightstand. We bashed into Langdon's room;

-"Ladies, I'm a little busy right now, formulating my selections."

-"This won't take long."-Wilhemina replies.

-"What's this?"-Langdon says confused.

-"We're making the selections now, Mr. Langdon... And I'm afraid you didn't make the cut."-Wilhemina says and Langdon laughs at her;

-"I'm sorry... I wanted to let you have your moment, but I just... Couldn't hold it in."

-"You think this is funny?"-Wilhemina asks while I'm just standing behind her in fear.

-"I think I'm impressed, Ms. Venable. I wasn't sure you had it in you."

-I pull slightly on Wilhemina's dress in fear and I whisper-"I'm scared, baby."

-"Don't be scared, love. You'll do it."

-"What?"-I say confused and Wilhemina steps behind me and places the gun in my hands.

-"I wouldn't do that..."-Langdon says and I look at Wilhemina. She nods, indicating for me to pull the trigger.

I lift up the gun and aim it at Langdon. I try to fight the strong force but it overpowers me and makes my hands go in Wilhemina's direction. My lips were sealed and I couldn't speak.

-"(Y/n)...?"-Wilhemina manages to mumble out before I pull the trigger. It lands right in her heart. An expression on her face, filled with pain, sadness and misery. She falls onto the ground and I'm finally able to have control over myself. I drop the gun and run to Wilhemina.

She was struggling to breathe and blood was pouring down her chest. I embrace her and start crying. I pull away to see her face once more.

Her eyes move a slightest bit to be set on mine. Her lips form a small smile before a tear slides down her face, then her eyes lose the blossom, the spark, the life.

The eyes that were once my first view in the morning. The eyes that would look at me with love and joy.

I hope you know,
I'd break my own heart
and use those pieces to
fix yours.

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the story isn't over yet !!