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Wilhemina pulled away but never stopped the eye contact.
-"My lips were so thirsty for the taste of you again. Come with me."-Wilhemina held out her hand and I grabbed it, without thinking what I was getting myself into.
In Wilhemina's room;
-"Wilhemina, before anything happens I need to talk to you."
-"I own you the biggest apology, do you hear me? I love you. Let me tell you about all the love you will have. It will be bigger than the anger and it will grow around the sadness. Just give me one more chance."
-"But..."
-"No, don't overthink again. I would give away my life for you. I'm sorry I left but it was for the best. Look at me, (y/n). Sometimes the greatest love is simply to let go, but now that we're here, together again, let's make the best out of it. I wanted to have this talk with you months ago but I just... couldn't."
-"I don't know can I just forget everything."
-"I'm sorry."
-"You say that a lot."
-"I feel it a lot."
-"Really?"
-"Yes, really. And do you?"
-"What should I be sorry for?"
-"Cheating on me? Elizabeth apologized but have you?"
-"I guess we were both searching for a replacement of our ex..."
-"So there wasn't anything more?"
-"No, god..."
-"Oh, alright then. I was thinking about that a lot. So?"
-"I'm sorry for that. You seemed really hurt."
-"I-I was. I was always insecure in our relationship. I thought I wasn't enough and you wanted somebody younger. At that moment it felt like all my fears came true."
-"You still cared?"
-"Of course I did! I wanted you to be focused only on me."
-"My jealous baby."-you said before pinching Wilhemina's cheek. She smiles;
-"Are you mine again?"
-"I am."
-Wilhemina pulled me closer and my lips met hers. Her warm kisses were medicine to my veins. It always had a way of melting every part of me. The only thing better than seeing her smile was being able to kiss it.
She starts to pull down my dress and takes a moment to look at my body;
-"You changed. And what are these?"-she said while running her fingers over the scars on your thighs, later on your wrists and shoulders.
-"You are extremely skinny. And please don't tell me these are..."-before you get to answer, a knock on the door interrupts you.
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