She's their life

Chapter 14

Ethan's pov

Regret

That's what I'm feeling right now.

How can I be so stupid?

I put my pleasure ahead of my baby.

Jen was just a fling to me.

She didn't meant anything.

How can my baby think that I'll chose that Jen?

I'll always choose my baby.

Even if I get married with my love of my life, I'll always and always choose her.

It's better to die then to be without her.

I shouted on Jen, not her.

A few minutes later, Jayden came, he was glaring at me.

"You're elder, that's why I didn't hit you. How can you say these things to Mona?" He asks.

I tighten my fist with rage.

Does no one really know me here?

"How can you think that I can shout on Mona?" I ask my voice a bit high.

"I know you can't, but why in front of Mona, you know she's like a glass doll. All she needs is love and care, she's insecure, your shouting on Jen made her more insecure and heart broken.

And don't ever take that voice with me" he says sternly.

Jayden had always been rebellious kid, including Jaxon, they are very close to each other.

I hung my head low in guilt.

I'm sorry my baby.

"What can I do?" I say softly, like a lost child.

When Mona was born,I was very happy that finally I got a sister to protect and play with.

I loved her more than anyone in the family. I used to hold her cute little hands and legs and play with her.

I used to touch her hair,which were so soft, like cotton.

Her cute chubby cheeks and most importantly her smile was something which took my heart away.

When she was taken away, I neither cried nor showed any pain.

I found an escape in my whoring ways from this pain, and guilt.

Guilt that I was not been able to save her.

Guilt that they took her away.

Now she came back, all I wanted to do was hug her and hid her from the world.

But I was afraid.

The though of her going away was were scary, yet my nightmare came true.

She's going away, from me. From us.

But I'll bring her back.

I would fall on my knees to bring her back.

"It's decided" I say suddenly.

"What?" He asks.

"I'm gonna crash her stay with our grandparents" I say.

He raises an eyebrow.

"And you think that grandpa will let you go anyway near her, once she tells him about this?" He asks.

"I will accept this challenge and will bring her back" I promise.