A/N - This is named as a special chapter because this is Bright's POV about rejecting Win.
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Bright's POV
I don't even know if I am walking in the right direction anymore.
This just hurts too much than I could bring myself to bear and my mind is just every where.
"Excuse me."
I just called a student nearby or so I guessed from the footsteps and then I could hear the footsteps stop.
"Is this the right way to the parking lot? I am sorry but I kind of feel lost"
My voice is hoarse and is begging to cry as I spoke those words and right now, what I want to do is go to the car soon, get inside and cry my heart out. I don't know if I can survive until then. My heart is about to burst in agony.
"Aow. P'Bright. This is actually the right way but why are you alone?"
The youngester asked me and apparently he knows me too.
Well almost everyone in the Uni knows me thanks to my overprotective and savage faculty mates.
"I am N'Ohm by the way. Let me take you there."
The boy said and yes... I remember his name from somewhere. I guess it is one of the swimming team kids.
"Please don't bother yourself Nong. I am fine. I just wanted to know if the way is right."
I replied not wanting to be a hassle to this kid and I could almost feel him smile as he said to me gently
"It is never a bother Phi. Please let me."
He said and I just nodded agreeing. On a normal day, I would not agree on this because this would make me feel so weak but right now, according to the condition I am in, there is nothing more called feeling weak because I already am. If this was normal, I won't be walking alone anyway, Winnie would be always tagging along...
My chest tightened when I thought of my Win and I could feel my eyes fighting to pool up with tears.
"Phi, are you okay?"
Suddenly N'Ohm held me by my arm and I just nodded without opening my mouth to say anything because I am not sure if I can speak without crying.
From the moment I walked away from the music room leaving the boy I love the most to cry on his own, I am nothing more than a useless coward who was scared to confront his own feelings and accept them. I am that weakling who hesitates to accept the only person I have ever wanted to spend my whole lifetime with just because I am not capable of taking care of him. Yes. I just left him to bleed out like that.
N'Ohm didn't speak a single word with me as he guided me in my dark world to the parking lot and I think he knows that something is up because he kept caressing my back too. That makes me want to cry even more. I feel so helpless...
"Phi... we are here. Where should I take you to?"
"Do you know my brother?"
I asked as my voice croaked and just then I heard him chuckle
"I didn't know but I think now I know. Because there is one person coming towards us looking so worried."
"His name is Tul."
I said to N'Ohm and he hummed as he spoke to who I assume is the person who he was talking about earlier.
"Can I know your name, if you don't mind?"
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RomanceWhen Win Metawin enters the University of Thammasat and ends up falling for Bright Vachirawit at first sight, his heart starts to beat for him without a turning back. When fate plays a trick on him by giving him the unexpected for his love, Win find...
