🎶 NO MATTER WHAT 🎶

Chapter 12: Happiness

Win's POV

I am currently cuddling the love of my life on his bed and is admiring his most attractive sculptured face.

This is not the first time I cuddled Bright to sleep and this is definitely not the first time I woke up before him and started to admire his face as the first thing in the morning. I am an early bird and Bright is a night owl so it quite normal for me to get up before him.

Earlier in the days, after me and Bright got really familiar and used to each other, Bright used to tag me along for his therapy sessions and for Bright, for a day's therapy to come to effect, it take a several mental breakdowns and a good night sleep and then when he gets up next morning, he is better than he used to be. I think it is a effect of getting reminded of the accident when they bring it up in therapies.

No matter how much doctors try to help him still... there is his own part he needs to play to get healed and that is the hardest of them all.

I chuckle softly looking at Bright who suddenly rolled up and cuddled in me with his pouty lips and disheveled hair and thinking as the strands of hair are all over his face they must be probably itching him in the eyes, I softly adjusted them and caressed them back away from his face but dammit, they keep coming back

So stubborn... just like my Bright.

Today morning, when I got up and my mind travelled back to yesterday's events, I feel so stupid for crying like that.

Even I, myself knew he was going to reject me but hell! I ended up crying like a baby. No matter how much I thought I was prepared, guess I was not ready to hear those words from him. I don't think I will ever be...

I literally forgot that I expected him to reject me the moment he said he didn't like me. Jeez! My mind basically said "you did not expect it Win, now cry"

Plus, did he really have to say he didn't like me? I am sulking with you Bright!

You prick!

I poked his nose from my index finger pouting to myself and oops! I think I poked a little too hard as he groaned slightly and his eyelids started to splutter.

Hee. Hi there Bright!

His drowsy face is a mess and his hair is adding upto it but as always, he is good looking as fuck. God teach me how to be this handsome as the first thing in the morning!

Bright didn't seem to realize what is going on as his eyes squinted for I don't know what reason and then his hands travelled along the sheets until his hand collided mine.

For a second, he was confused there and in the next second he slightly panicked and then... his spoke softly

"Win?"

Peek-a-boo!

I know he panicked because I did not let him know I was here but he deserved that. I didn't deserve to be rejected plainly like that...

To be honest, it still hurts but I determined to myself that I will not waver. After the conversation with Davi, Guppi and P'Tul, I was able to grab my sanity once again and now I am back at the track. Let's do this.

"Hm. It's Win. You are right about that"

I replied in a flat tone making sure he understood I was disappointed and pain flashed through his face as he realized he is facing me again. He looks like he is about to cry...

Where did the man who rejected me just like that went? His voice is so hoarse and eyes are extremely puffy and right now, he looks like he was the one who got rejected instead of me.