Love is Love - One Shots

Kiribaku

'Why? Why? Why? WHy? WHY? WHY? WHY?' That thought ran through my head as I ran, ran from all of my problems, all my mistakes. 'Why? Why did you have to fall in love? Why? You knew that no one could ever love you, yet you still did! You messed everything up! If you didn't fuck everything up we wouldn't be here! IF YOU DIDN'T FALL IN LOVE YOU COULD STILL BE THERE, WITH HIM! YOU WOULDNT NEED TO BE RUNNING AWAY!' I stopped, leaning against a tree, hands raised over my ears as I desperately tried to stop the thoughts. "Shut up.. Shut up, SHUT UP!" Tears were running down my face, I couldn't help it. I had messed everything up. I fucked it up, and now he knows. He's going to hate me, he hates me, he hates me... We could be friends if I didn't kiss him, I could have still been there, but I fucked everything up.

I fell to my knees, back folding in on itself, and my stomach throwing everything I had in it out onto the forest's floor. I gagged for a couple more seconds before I threw up again, water and acid coming now. Before I knew it, all I could do was gag, I had nothing left to deposit. Scotting away I sat against the tree I had leaned on, resting my head against it. The forests noises were drowned out, I could hear my heartbeat. It throbbed in my head, making my head hurt like hell. Why the fuck is this happening? Then there was ringing, piercing ringing. My head lolled, I could barely keep my eyes open. Before I passed out I remember seeing a person walking towards me...

When I woke I was in a familiar place. It was the infirmary. I looked to my other side to see him, slumped over, next to the bed I was laying in. He was snoring, he sounded delicate. What the fuck was he doing there? He looked peaceful, laying there. I couldn't help it, I ran my hair through his red hair. It was surprisingly smooth. I smiled, this was nice for the time being. I closed my eyes, I was still pretty tired. I fell asleep soon, a hand rested in the redhead's hair.

When I had woken up again I saw him, sitting next to me with my hand in his. 'The fuck..?' I couldn't really care just then, I was way too tired to try and process anything, so I did what I had been wanting to. I squeezed his hand and let my head fall to the side, meeting his red eyes soon after. He grinned, squeezing my hand back. "Hey man, how you feeling?" His voice was so soft, so caring, why? After what I did he could be furious. I swallowed, closing my eyes, "I'm ok, throat hurts like hell though. Why am I here?" Kirishima fidgeted nervously, "after you had... you know... kissed me... you ran away and had a really bad panic attack. When I had found you, you were passed out." When he whispered kissed, his hand tightened around mine, and I realized that I needed to stop this, stop being close and make sure I won't make another mistake. I let go of his hand, slipping it from his and place it over my lap, looking away.