Lost and found

Chapter 5

We made it to the car without me drooling over the man sat beside me. I keep trying to focus on the road as if i was driving to try to keep my eyes off of him.

I can feel his eyes burn into the side of my head at every stop or pause we take.

"You look beautiful" he broke the awkward silence to only make it more awkward. Great.

"Thanks" i finally looked up at him when i answered and i was done for. We were at a red light so when i looked over he was staring straight into my soul. "You don't look to bad yourself" i forced out my mouth before something else did.

He laughed at me.

Aaaawwwww. I love his laugh. I live for his laugh. Its beautiful.

Stop

I cant be thinking these things.

He's gonna be gone soon anyway they are just checking up in me then hell leave.

"You know i didn't think you would even answer the door you know" he said looking back at the road as the light turns green.

"You thought Ide stand you up?" He just nodded his head while laughing at himself. "Im not that selfish. Do u think so low of me?" I wanted to mess with him. Make him feel bad. So i put on a hurt face as he looked at me and his smirk turned into a look for horror then it filled with worry.

"What?!? No! No! Thats not what i meant i was just joking around i didn't mean to up-"

"Im kidding" i cut him off and burst out laughing at his attempt to save himself from my trap.

He huffed at me as if he was the one in a mood now "oh come one i was only joking. Just like you were so you cant be mad. I wont allow it." I made a good point. At least in my head i did.

"And what makes you think you have a say in wether i can be mad or not" i gulped. Oh man He's taking this seriously. We had parked at the side of the road where not many people could see us as he turned to look at me. I assume it was so he didn't have to focus on the road while talking.

Oh god I'm gonna die at 18

But he just stared at me.

I struggled to stare back without looking away because those almost black eyes pooled into my soul and sucked away any control over myself i had.

I was lost in him

I couldn't look away.

I wont

I cant

I can see him slowly start to lean in. I know what he's doing. But i only met him today. And i know where he comes from i cant get involved again. But i cant look away. But as soon as he gets close enough to my ear so i could feel his breathe at the back if my neck he whispers

"Lets see what happens next time you try to tell me what to do?" He had a bit of a teasing tone in his voice but it was shadowed by the desire i could hear solely through his voice running down my spine.

He's gonna kill me.

And just like that he pulled away from me and began to drive again. But of course i did notice the smirk that lay on his face.

He knew what he was doing ill give him that. But that also means he now knows he has an affect on me. I wont let him break me. Not again.

After about 10 more minutes of anticipation we finally pull up into a car park and when i look at the building i am in awe. I kinda feel underdressed now. The place is beautiful. Its filled with people who look like they own their own tv shows and they all have elegant dresses on.

I begin to feel a bit out of pace and start tugging the bottom of my dress down to seem more sophisticated and i believe Jungwon noticed as he grabbed my hand and held it in his while bringing his face close to my ear.

"U look prettier then all of these people combined so show off how beautiful you are instead of hiding it" i was shocked to say the least. When i looked up at his he had a genuine smile on his face. I couldn't help but smile back.

We walked up to the waitress and she took one look at Jungwon and coward within herself saying as minimal as possible while showing us to our table.

Man this guy must be big back there. Why did they send someone so high up for me. They never have.

We walked to our table which is also a booth so no one can see us unless you go around a corner and the waitress left the menus on the table and left saying someone will come to serve us soon.

I tried to keep my eyes on the menu but every time i looked past it i just saw him staring. Thats it.

"Do you have some sort of staring issue or something"

"I like to observe beauty and you seem to be the definition of that so i got lucky i guess". Didn't know he was a poet.

"Okay mr romance why don't we cut the cheesy stuff and order our food" i couldn't help but say with a smile on my face and chuckling at myself.

He laughed back at me.

Man i get lost in this guys laugh.

Lets hope ill still be able to find a way back.