NEVER LOVE AGAIN - An Eminem story

Chapter 49

I grabbed a chair and placed it beside him.

I'm sorry for the lack of response about... You know what! He glanced at me through the corner of his eye. He didn't said anything.

I heard the CD you left on the counter... I leaned my head down trying to see his face. When did you made it?

Last night. He stated dryly.

Really!? I didn't heard anything... I frowned.

This room is soundproof... He got up from his chair and went to a shelf where he kept his beats. I followed him.

I know I made it seem that I didn't feel the same thing you feel for me and I want you to know that I really was caught off guard... We never really talked about our feelings and I'm not saying that that's the problem! I just thought that you knew how I felt about you! I said standing behind him.

How would I know if ya don't tell me!? He asked still facing the shelf.

I gasped for words. Unlike you, my way with words is not great...

I didn't ask ya to write me a novel! He walked off to the booth. Again, I followed him.

I know! It's just... I sighted. I grabbed my mum's ringed and looked down. I love you alright! His muscles visually tensed up. I'm not just saying it because you already did... Well, I kind am, but not in that way! I stared to his back. I love the way you make me laugh. I love how respectful you are of my space. I love when you let me be the big spoon. I smiled. I love the little dimple on your right cheek when you laugh. I love how hardworking you are. I love your love for your daughters. I love you... I held my head down.

I heard Marshall turning around and walking up to me. He placed his finger on my chin and held my head up.

I'm sorry for making you upset, I really don't like to think about my feelings, it makes me anxious and... I-

For a person that is not good wit words, ya sure as hell can't shut the fuck up! He cut me off. I bit my lip to try and hide my smile.

Sorry...

Marshall gave me a quick peck.

I'm sorry for making ya get in touch with yo' feelings...

You don't need to apologise! You just wanted to express yourself... I wanted to hug him, but I didn't know if I could.

Yes, and it wasn't easy coming to terms wit ma'self 'bout it... I frowned. I kinda swore to ma'self that I would never fall in love again but... This British chick tricked me! He smirked.

I couldn't help myself and I hugged his neck. Well, same... This Detroit rapper also made me break my vow!

He smiled and then kissed me. His hands travelled to my arse and I tightened my embrace so the space between us would shorten. The kiss started to heat up, so I grabbed the hem of his sweat and pulled over his head.

Oh, we're gonna straight to it uh? He said taking off my blouse too.

You were telling me that this room is soundproof right!? I look at him under my eyelashes while I unbuckled his belt.

He nodded and smirked. Marshall grabbed my hips and held me around his torso. As I kissed him and ran my fingers through his beard, he carried me out the booth and placed me on top the mixing table. I took my leggings off and Marshall did the same with his joggers. He grabbed the side of my neck and kissed me furiously and I squeezed his butt.

I don't believe it, it's almost too good to be true... I said breaking our kiss. Marshall looked at me confused. I ain't never seen an ass like that!! I completed the lyrics of his song.

Girl, what the fuck?! Marshall laughed out loud. Ya're lucky, ya're cute!

I smirked and resumed our kiss. One of my hand groped his length and with the other I made myself get closer to him. I felt him getting harder on the palm of my hand, so I removed my bra and made my mouth travelled to the side of his neck and made little bites on it, when I got to his ear, I bit his ear lobe.

I love you... I whispered on his ear.

Quickly, Marshall grabbed the back of my knees and pulled me against him, pushed his boxers down and, deviating my panties, he aligned himself with my entrance. He made me leaned down on top of the mixing tables and, with one hand, grabbed my neck while he sucked on the other side of it, as he pressed himself inside me. My back arched as the pleasure travelled through my body. I crossed my legs over his torso so he could go further inside me. My hands travelled miles on his back as his thrusts quickened.

Suddenly, he stopped.

Turn around. He stated firmly. I obeyed.

Marshall grabbed my hips and kissed the back of my neck, then he made me lean over the mixing table and spread my legs with his feet.

Ya're okay wit this baby? He whispered on my ear messaging my entrance for behind. I gasped and nodded. Use your words Ana Ray... He placed a finger inside me.

Yes! Yes, I am... I spread my arms along the table.

Good girl... He got away from my ear and placed a second finger. I moaned.

He grabbed my left breast and messaged it with the same pace as the thrusts he was doing it with fingers. He then placed a third finger and my back arched making my butt jost up against him. In a split second, he removed his fingers and placed in his member, I tried to hold on to something but all I could find were buttons.

His thrusts were harder this time, I knew this was his favourite position. I managed to get my torso up and grabbed the back of his head, holding on to his hair, and turned my face to the side so I could kiss him. I felt myself reaching my climax so leaned my head on his shoulder and faced the sealing, I closed my eyes and enjoyed every movement he made inside me.

Say my name, baby. He said. I complied and moaned his name.

Fuck Marshall!! I said as I peaked. He continued with the thrusts making my climax last longer. I dragged my nails down his neck as I screamed in outer pleasure.

Goddamn... I felt him releasing inside me.

Marshall removed himself and gave me a kiss.

I love you. He said looking deeply into my eyes. Fuck...

I pushed to his chair and made him sit.

What's going on? He asked.

I got into my knees in between his legs. Shut up!