Arwa

Part 2- Fool

I've always known everybody leaving me.
My sister, my parents, my friends.
I sometimes wonder if it's my fault, if I'm the one making this happen.
I guess I'll never know.

I've been thrown through everything.
From my city, the lab, my home.
I sometimes think if I ever truly belong somewhere, if I'll ever find a Home.
I guess I'll never know.

I know people look at me like they always do.
I'm small, I'm different, I'm weak.
Yet I never understand why they turn their noses at me, why the bully me.
I guess I'll never know.

There are always people out there.
The good, the lost, the bad,
Why do they all argue and fight like they hate each other, clashing until they all burn.
I guess I'll never know.

I've always tried to stay happy.
Through the pain, the cold, the sad.
It's the only thing I can hold onto, and I always seem to do it.
And I guess I'll never know.

I never know stuff.
I'm always left alone.
But I'm gonna keep on learning.
And I guess I'll never know

I'll never know some things
But there's a beating truth inside me
And I will never give in.
Until I find my Home.