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I came back from my room and wandered towards the kitchen, looking for something to do. Maybe I could stream? But I'm not in a very social mood at the moment.

My streams have begun to get very inconsistent ever since I practically adopted a bunch of guys. I feel like a mother, though they're the ones that are taking care of me. I feel like they're just some angles that thought that my life was trash so they decided to make it better. Well, that's how it feels anyway. And my life is indeed a whole lot better than it was before I met them.

When I come to, I find myself just sitting on a barstool at the kitchen island, just awkwardly sitting there. I look up as Sapnap casually rounds the corner into the kitchen, and his face turns from bored to slightly concerned.

"You good?" He inquired. I nod.

"Just tired" I mumble. He leans against the oppisite side of the counter from me, his back turned. I fiddled with the fabric on the waist of his shirt before wrapping my arms lazily around the bottom half of his torso.

"Go to bed then" He concluded, pulling out his phone.

"It's barely two o'clock" I sigh into his back.

"Take a nap then. It doesn't have to be dark outside to sleep" He responds, scrolling through something on his screen.

"I can't sleep when it's light. It makes me feel weird, somewhat sick. I dunno it's hard to explain" I object. I feel his stomach puff up before he let's out a long, irritated sigh.

He pulls himself down from the counter, leaving my arms empty, laid across the cold surface, watching as he turns around to look down at me.

"Darling."

"What"

"Go take a nap" He says gently. I shake my head.

"I don't want to."

"Y/n. You should go take a nap" He says leaning down closer to me, his arms crossed against the countertop.
I shake my head.

"Don't feel like it."

"Y/n." I look back up at him, into his dark eyes.

"Go to bed" He says. I sigh, looking away, not replying this time.

"Y/n.." He trails off. I ignore him.

"Y/n." He softly, but firmly takes my chin between the fingers of one of his large hands. I have no choice but to look back into his eyes.

He leans forward slowly, and I can feel his cool breath against my face. But before I could react, he'd pressed his lips against mine, feather-light. So soft, merely a brush as he moves his lips against the light contact, his eyes fluttered half closed before he pulls away, looking back into my eyes which were now contrasted by my flaming cheeks.

"I'll go with you" He continues.

"Fine" I huff grumpily. He smiles softly, walking around to me and taking my hand as he led me to my bedroom.

I lay beside him, staring at the side of his thigh as he sits up, leaning against the headboard, scrolling through his phone again.

"Did anything happen while you were out earlier?" He asked quietly. I adjust my position slightly so now I'm looking up at him.

"Um.. not really? Dream was being oddly sexual.." I begin listing. Sapnap glances down at me.

"Was he making you uncomfortable?" He questions, his gaze still set upon me.

"No, wasn't that bad. Tommy clung to me the whole time, he seemed worried about my health, granted he did help me when I was passed out in the shower this morning" I ramble on without thinking, not realizing that I probably shouldn't have said that.

"What?" Sapnap cut me off, turning his phone off as he returned his full focus to me.

"I- nothing" I immediately realize what I'd said and shut myself off from giving any more information.

"Y/n. Tell me what happened." He turned to face me slightly more than he was before. I desperately raked through my brain for something to save me.

"You know, it just goes to show how much of a simp you are when you used a kiss against me to get me to sleep" I blurt, though I don't recieve the reaction I'd hoped as he raises an eyebrow, shuffling down to my level. But he doesn't stop there as he slips an arm over me, now hovering above me.

"Mm.. and you should tell me what happened this morning or I might just have to kiss you again" He murmurs as he grows closer.

"Maybe you should" I mutter, barely audible with my breath caught in my throat, watching his every move. He leans down, scarcely brushing his lips against the corner of mine. I can feel his smirk.

"You think?" He breathed.
"...Maybe I should." He leaned back in, down towards my face, pressing his lips to mine without hesitation, kissing me more surely than the last. Our eyes slipped closed. It was gentle, but not light. He felt hungry, swiping his tongue against my teeth, requesting access. When I playfully refused he surprised me by biting my lip. This earned a gasp, which he used quickly as a window of access. Within not even a second his tongue was exploring my mouth, dominating mine and immediately shutting down any of my own requests for movement.

He pulled back, softening the kiss as he tucked his legs up, now on his knees. I felt his weight settle on my pelvis as he slipped his arms around and under the curve of my back. He now moved his lips to the side, and down my jaw to my neck, focusing his attention there now instead.

"Explain." He mumbled against my neck, the vibration of his voice buzzing across my skin. I swallow down a moan as I bring myself back to reality, and what we were talking about before.

"I-I.. I  passed  out  in  the  shower  this  morning,  and  I  guess  Tommy  must  have  found  me  because  when  I  woke  up,  I  was  fully  clothed  in  my  room  with  Tommy,  then  we  both  pretty  much  had  mental  breakdowns  and  then  finished  getting  ready  then  left." I explained nervously, trying to ignore the urge to let out any moan at all.

"So he saw you naked." He paused to speak, then returned to his previous movements.

"W-well I guess so. No one else knows though. So please keep it to yourself" I mumble, lifting my hands to fiddle with his soft hair.

"He didn't do anything to you?" He asked quietly.

"I doubt it, Beautiful."

"If you say so." He pulled away from me, laying on his side facing me instead. "The others are literally down the hall" He chuckled, pecking my lips lightly before pulling me to him and resting his face in the crook of my neck.

"Sorry. Let's not change anything between us. Try to sleep" He mumbled, squeezing me affectionately.

"Alright then" I chuckled, relaxing into his hold.

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AMARANTHINE                                     [streamers × reader]Where stories live. Discover now