Dhyanvi's Pov
My phone buzzed yet again bringing me back to the world , I get lost into my thoughts too easily and it's scarier sometimes . I unlocked the phone and saw the flooded messages of my family , of how careless I'm to not even pick my phone up or call back .
My flaws , that's all they see . How I was a bright student but yet failed to get a career that can make money . How stupid I was to chase a dream that was never coming true . How well other people of my age are doing , and how following my passion was a fools choice . How I should reconsider all the available career options , and do the same 9 am to 5 pm job .
I took the diary and scribbled up
" Heavy words
With heavy feelings too
Too much to say at a moment
And nothing at all the next
Being a listener
But no one who can hear you
The feeling of loneliness
Amidst being in crowds
Being overwhelming
And exhausted of daily routines
Losing the hope a bit everyday
And stop being the cheerful self
Getting sad over every little thing
Forgetting the happy person in you
Being full of perceptions
Yet the emptiness within exists
Self esteem diminishing
And not being able to judge the reality
Pessimistic outlook getting in action
And optimistic being buried deep
Mood swings being
My new normal "
I let out a heavy sigh !!! After a long time I feel like words aren't dying in my throat .
I'm writing , without making any efforts . I went into the washroom to get freshen up , ordered myself a cup of hot chocolate , and took the keys of the spare room . When I opened it , it was covered with dust . Yet a feeling of homeliness engulfed me , I went to my desk . And pulled up the cover over from my typewriter . The half unedited draft was kept as I left it there months ago .
" TU MILEYA " , I read the title . I smiled at the memory of how I started writing it . It quite wasn't love , but anger . I slide my finger through it , ' a gift from just another one in the million admirers to her idol " .
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TU MILEYA
FanfictionA gift from just another one in million admirers to her idol D , Distance never seems to have an end , and from past two years the aloofness just seems never ending . But in all this , your songs were the epitome of happiness , making us aware of...
