TIME SKIP - A YEAR LATER
Dhyanvi's Pov
It felt like all my senses have grown too much in the past last hour . I hear all kinda tiny sounds , people gushing and rushing , their yells and also the anger . Whenever someone calls me , I get terrified , because all my guts tell that something wrong is about to happen today . When they place their hands on my shoulder to get my attention , I shudder at the contact . And yet there is pit in my stomach , like commonly referred to as butterflies , I don't know if I should be anxious or excited .
It's finally THE DAY , the book release day .
And this last moment it seems like I just want to run away , maybe dig a hole and bury myself 9 feet below the ground .
So many questions , why do I have them is what I think now-a-days . I try to figure out the answers but everything is in vain . And the ability to overthink every damm single thing , feels like something I was born with . I'm weird , a weirdo for that matter because I can't seem to find happiness even on the day I have been waiting for years .
Will people like this book ?
Will I be a well-known author or just become a part of non-existing beings ?
Will it reach to the actual source of inspiration ?
When I was given the first copy of my book , I wanted to rush over and send it to him . But one thought stopped me , " will it be special to him as much as it is to me ? " . I didn't wanted to get disappointed , and that one thought crosses my mind every fucking day . I recollect all the things I have known , and one thing clears up that , ' I'm not special ' . I'm just another one in the millions . And I'm not someone he knows about , I'm not one of those few people he knows about . And I guess it will be easier to live with the guilt rather than disappointment .
I got ready , I was told to read a chapter or few lines of my choice . I didn't made any decision yet but let's see what truly I want to say . There a lot of things that I have written , yet I don't want choose .
A knock on the door , bought me back from all my thoughts . I collected them all , all the negatives , and kept them aside for a while . Plastering a smile , I went in to open the door . Standing in front of me was my best friend , I knows he's more happy for me than I'm for myself , the proud feelings reflecting in his eyes . With a huge smile on his face he finally spoke
" let's go girl , its your time to shine " , and I smiled at him taking his hand in mine .
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TU MILEYA
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