TU MILEYA

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Dhyanvi's Pov

I was letting these two years sink in , the world stopped and something I thought would never change , changed at the force greater than expected .

A sad smile appeared on my lips because once known as BLUEFAMILY is now shortened to just TWITTER FAM . And well Darshan's not at fault though , but just his Darshaners are . In seeking the love more powerfully , he got close to few and others just got blinded for him . In a sense like he believes those few represent millions .

Attention seeker's , that's what others are supposedly . But actually , who doesn't want their idol to know about their very existence in this world . If you ask me , it's not wanting them to know that we exist , it's about the need - to vent out our heart to the person we love without reasons , to tell him that how much just his mere existence make us live our life , that he's the reason we smile through heart even if our mind is filled with chaos , to say a heart felt thank you . It's just a sincerity of emotions we want to show . But apparently wearing your heart on your sleeve is not the way to do it .

Real and fake love - weird how we judge it even without knowing the person , and the feelings they hold .

Every damm time when I see a drama happening , or the indirect attacking - I get a greater feeling that I'm just one in the million fans of Darshan , and not a part of the fandom .

Sometimes I do feel bad , that all these things are not known to Darshan . But then I feel relieved because for him his fans are the bestest in the world who knows to Spreadlove just like he wants . If he knows the hatred thrown at each others way , the world will stop for him .

We definitely learnt to spread love to others but I guess we all somewhere joined in the race for him to notice us and that is where we lost . To be those who came to the understanding that he might never know me but I'm still going to by his side forever are the ones who won .

But there are still plenty who need to learn it , learn to respect all his fans , learn to not throw hatred , learn to understand that each individual has their own way of showing love , learn that the ones understanding him newly will slowly get to know him and there is no mocking needed or they aren't someone to get laughed at , learn that once they were naive too and its okay to make mistakes ; most importantly learn how to treat them equally rather than showing other down .

I don't know abt others opinions , but these are just mine . Where I'm fan of Darshan Raval not a part of the toxic fandom few people created .

I heard the door bell pulling me out of my thoughts , and I walked to open it .

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A/N - Hey guys the above things are my thoughts particularly what I believe .