Dhyanvi's Pov
Dear diary ,
I came across a word today ,
Abyss - a very deep hole that seems to have no bottom
And something strike my heart , like a sting of pain . All the sufferings I have been through started flooding my mind , and the ache just kept on increasing with no end to it . I have always been hell of a overthinking person , thinking worst of the possible things , but I didn't knew when I heading to dark tunnel where I will get lost and it would be difficult to find my way out .
It's said the darker the night , the brighter the morning . But now I wonder if it is even true , and how much time do I have to wait for that brighter morning . Because pain just don't fade away , and it seems impossible to endure it .
I don't know how deep I have got myself in this darkness , but now all I crave is the light . Writing out your thoughts helps they say , but you have been with me almost all my life as far as I remember , surely you give me a satisfaction but it doesn't warm my heart completely . Is their even a way out from this ?
I know the person that can get me out of this is myself , but do I want to ? Because now even the happiness scares me . I don't want to live like this , scared of every moment that is going to take place in my life . Happiness , pain , overall all these emotions , why do they suddenly make up our whole life ? Why do we give them the power to take over ourselves .
The world would have no meaning without emotions . But what the world really is ? Reckless , with no humanity anyways , where everyone seems selfish . And when there is even slight light of hope that can change our path for good , we don't wanna walk that way .
I don't know how deep I have buried myself , but I'm sure that I will find my way out . Maybe not at this peculiar moment , but I will . Eventually all moments combined together makes our story , so let's live the pain too .
Yours , D
I set down my pen , and kept looking at the things I wrote . The ringing sound of my phone brought up a smile on my face , well this sound seems like the only reason to live . I took my phone and closed the diary
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