World In US

23 Trust.

I quickly step away from him and look at Rowena.
"You can go ." - She says to me and i just nod. I give Lucifer my last glance before i turn around and walk out of the library.

I go into a smaller room next to it. Dean and Theo is having a moment. A moment of hatred. It's like if we weren't here, they both would tear each other apart. As i step in everyone's view , and all the eyes are on me now.
I freeze and look back at them.
"A explanation would be great." - My mom says and i smile.
"Sure" - i say and go sit on the couch. Next to Castiel and Theo.
Dean gives a warning with his eyes but i don't really Pay any attention to him.

"So this is Theo for those who didn't know. He saved me a week ago, from another werewolf who was trying to kill me." - I say and roam my eyes across the room.
"And he needs our help." - I Continue.
"What kind of help ?" - Mary asks .
"The serum. They haven't used it yet, but they will when it's a full moon, which is in 4 days." -
"He just wants the serum for himself." - Dean says and i look at Theo.
"I know he wants the serum for himself, i'm not dumb, no one said that i'll give the serum to him.- I say that and Theo shots his head towards me.
"Don't look at me like that Theo, you asked for my help, so here it is , my help. But you're not getting the serum either." -  Theo just sits and stays quiet, 'cause he knows that i know. And there's nothing he can do about it.

"So , i was thinking." - I start, - " what if we ask Lucifer for help ?" - I ask
"No" - and i'm not even exaggerating but everyone said big, loud No at the same time.
"Why ?" - I raise my shoulders and roll my eyes.
"You don't ask Lucifer for help, 'cause he's never helping, all he does is mess shit up." - Dean says. What is up with him. He's getting out of hand and it's getting on my nerves, like seriously, i'm trying to have a normal conversation with you, but all he does is yell at me.
"What is up with you lately ?" - I ask Dean.
"What is up with you lately, huh ? Now you're hanging out with a werewolf ?" - He now asks me and i furrow my eyebrows.
"Why do you care who i hang out with or who i don't. You're not my dad to tell my what i can and what i can't do." - I yell at him.
"You're not a baby anymore. Look around, all that's left of the world is dead human bodies and supernatural creatures to kill. But instead of killing them, you become friends with." - He yells back at me.
"Don't start this shit with me Dean. Look at your couch now, who is sitting on it ? A supernatural creature." - I stand up and point at Castiel.
"He's different." -He says in more of a calmer voice now.
"It's the same thing. Maybe Theo is different too." - I'm out of breath now.
"You don't know him. But we've known Castiel for years." - Deans starts to yell again. And everyone's just standing or sitting and watching. Mary wanted to interrupt but my mom stopped her 'cause she knows that it's better to stay out of it.

"But you don't know him for your whole life. You met him someday and then you didn't know him either. But now you trust him."  - I yell back at him and shake my hands all around the place.
"Can i say something." - Castiel says .
"No." - Me and Dean yell at the same time and Castiel sits back down and stays quiet. Sammy crosses his arms and raises his eyebrows.
"Look we just can't trust him." - Dean say and sighs.
"But how do we trust him if you're not giving him a chance?" - I take a deep breath in and out .

"Do you have a room she can go in ? And perhaps an old one ." - I hear my mom ask Mary and she shakes her head yes.
"Honey, come on, let's go." - She says but i don't take my eyes off of Dean.
"I'm just trying to help everyone . If we don't do anything, the rest of the human race will be dead and that includes everyone in this room." - I say before exiting the room and following Mary.

"Are you okey ?" - She asks me when we reach a door.
I look at her and say:
"Yea..." - I say in a harsh voice and Mary looks at me weird.
"Sorry..." - I say and look at her .
"Take your time." - she says and opens the door  and walks away.

I walk in the room and see writings in the wall. All across the wall. There is a bed , table, nightstand and other small things across the room.
I walk further into the room and see a mirror. I go up to it and look at my reflection.
"Breathe." - I tell myself but somehow i just become more angrier . I put my palm into a fist and hit the mirror with it and it shatters. Suddenly everything in me changes and I started breaking everything i can see. I drop everything that was sitting on the table . I mess up the bed and break the nightstand next to it. My blood is everywhere, on the ground, on the walls, on bedsheets and some papers that fell down from the table.

Everyone suddenly runs in the room and i hit the wall and make a hole in it. I pull out my hand and lower it and release it from the grip. I take a deep breath couple of times and turn around. Everyone is looking at me like i am some monster who killed half of the town. I look around the room and see what i did and put my head on my hands .
"Your hands." - Mlm says and comes closer and takes my hands in hers. I snatch my hands back and say:
"I'm fine." - And walk pass her and everyone else and just exit the room and head back to the library.

I walk pretty fast so that no one really follows me. I step into the library and walk to Lucifer. I poke him on his side but nothing happens. I look behind me to see if someone's coming and when i see no one i slap him on the cheek and he wakes up.
"Finally !" - I say and he shakes his head and looks at me.
"You didn't need to hit me that hard." - He says  and i roll my eyes. I'm telling you , sometimes he's acting like a big baby.
"Let's make a deal." - I say to him and he just smiles again.