the end (boyxboy) (on hold)

today's the day

       Hi, my names phoenix. I have grey eyes, I'm 5 foot tall and I love bands. They're the only people who keep me tied to living. But I've had the last straw. Today. I've been bullied, abused, and picked on. My brother, Alec, acts like he cares. I know he doesn't really. I've herd the phone call with his friends.

    

       Right now I'm currently curled up in the restroom, on the floor, bleeding. The schools restroom, might I add. My shaggy black hair covered my line of sight. There's nothing I can do but be useless and lay there, crying. It hurt to move. So much. I don't think anyone understands this pain. I hope no one ever has to understand it. It hurt so much to the point where I didn't want to breath because it felt like being stabbed in the lungs. I didn't want to move actually. I didn't want to have a broken bone and make the pain worse by moving. But I'm going to have to move at one point. So why not now?

      I slowly, very slowly, slide my hands to the side of my face and gently push myself up. It hurt. It hurt like a running ten laps straight around the football field without walking. Well that's just my lungs and legs. My hands. My hands felt like they were smashed with hammers and my stomach felt like I just did some abb work out at gym for ten hours. My arms... They hurt the least. They just had bruises already forming, that was it.

     Once I was all the way up, I had to lean against the wall to keep myself up. "Woah.." I mumbled as I stumbled to the door. I slowly opened the door and stepped out. A teacher was coming down the hallway with a black cart full of books. I pulled on my black jacket and looked down at the floor as I began walking. He didn't stop me. Well I did just come out the restroom. He probably thought I was just using the toilet.

     Once the teacher was out of sight I went to the locker room. And left out the back door. Those were the only doors open during school hours. I peeked out the door and saw a police officer near the front. "Great." I mumbled. I walked in the opposite direction, towards the wooded area behind the school. I walked into the forest until I know I was out of sight and walked towards the sound of cars.

     Once I was out of the wooded area, I walked in the opposite direction my house. 'House' isn't that a place your suppose to feel safe and secure? I sure didn't. I was scared. My heart would sink every time I thought about it and I would suddenly lose the happy mood I was in. If I ever was in a happy mood.

     Before I knew it, I was standing atop a bridge where cars passed and there were metal railings on either sides. The heavy breeze flew past me, bringing my hair put of my eyes. I gripped the railing before mustering up the little strength I had and climbing over. I now stood on the other side of the railing. I was now facing freedom. I glanced down into the water then, without hesitation I released the railing and leaned forward with my hands behind me and my eyes closed.

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