Natasha Romanoff one-shots (gxg)

what're you hiding then Y/n?

Natty x fem reader

(yes imma soft bitch who calls her natty)

Warnings: angst with happy ending, accusations of cheating, cussing, death of children, rape is talked about, let me know if i need to add more!

y/n's birthday is september 21st

The first little bit is  shitty!

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no ones Pov

y/n was only a baby when she was given to hydra and the red room. She was put under mind control as a newborn and was experimented on which gave powers like scarlet witch. She was  trained by the top widows and taskmaster herself. Drykov wanted the strongest widows and quick but didn't want to take years training new widows, he got off the streets, or out of orphanages, so he started a program called the "breeding program" in which he took his top widows with the best genes and training and "breeded" them so he could get widows that would inherit their mothers powers along with their fighting skills. If the babies were girls they were trained till age 7 and if they passed the entrance test they would then be put under mind control and filtered through the red room.  if they were boys they would also be put under mind control but trained to be guards or scientists to work for the red room. y/n was entered into that program at 14.

When the red room fell y/n was 25, and all the widows were freed. They were offered jobs as shield agents or worked something out with the government, but to furry Y/n stood out from the rest of the widows, so he decided she would join the avengers. She was very against it until furry gave her two options:

"It's either a high security facility with stray jackets, power cuffs and shock collars where you will spend the rest of your life locked up or being an avenger with a nice life, so which is it savenkoff?"

Obviously she took the job and she doesn't regret it cause now 4 years later she has a girlfriend natasha romanoff and the avengers to call family. But there are some things her family still doesn't know about her. They still don't know about Y/n's daughters. y/n was 14 when she was put in the program and 15 when she had her twins, nalani and zhavia from the "breeding program". She never talked about it with anyone other than furry due to putting it on her file(which she and furry only had access to).  Dreykov had them trained but they still failed the entrance test. Y/n was never really emotional and didn't care much for other people. That was until she had her girls. Y/n knew what would happen to her girls if they didn't pass. And when she found out they failed she begged Dreykov to allow them to take it again but he didn't want half ass widows so he sent them to be killed. Y/n's daughters were killed in front of her, everyone was stunned. They all  knew he was evil but that was just inhuman. He said it would make her hard and cold. It worked. Because after that day she was just an emotionless girl, her body was there but she was on autopilot after that. The girl that everyone thought couldn't break, broke right in front of their eyes and was still breaking. She became hard and whoever crossed her path died. She may be 5,3 but she was feared by everyone around her.

After she was rescued she talked to furry about getting her girls gravestones. Of course he said yes. So every year she visits them on September 15th, their birthday. Y/n brings them flowers, a teddy bear and a balloon with "happy birthday" on it. Nalana and Zhavia always got cosmos because despite what they were born into and the things they had to do  they were still bright and happy little girls. Y/n's birthday was september 21st so she would also try to go  down to celebrate then as well. She did that every year. She would really go anytime she had the chance. It wasn't often she did but she tried.

After she got with Natasha 6 months after she was rescued. Natasha noticed these strange patterns.

Natashas pov September 15th