Natasha Romanoff one-shots (gxg)

All alone again

Natasha Romanoff x reader

summary: Y/ns left alone again.

word count: (short and sweet)

warning(s): so much angst, character death, vormir, i think that's it!!

A/n: im finally getting something out yay!! the first part kinda gives some explanations for my vent fic(which i will post when i feel okay doing so) so that's that. its not my best work but ah enjoy the angst ig!!

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I remember it all. The slamming of his head, yelling, and being held back. I should've stopped it. If i had just stopped it, he would still be here.

I shoot up covered in sweat, tears streaming down my face, and bewildered. I whisper out.

"Please be a dream. Please be a damn dream"

But it isn't. It's real. My big brother. He's really gone.

I try to reach for Natasha, but she's not there. Always here to help me. I look to her side of the bed and she's not there. I look around and none of her stuff is here.

I get up and run to the closet. Her clothes? Gone.

My hands fly to my hair tugging and pulling.

"No.no.no."

She's not gone. They lied. They're all liar. shes just not home yet. I repeat it over and over in my head until I calm down.

I go sit down against the headboard of the bed.

I grab her pillow and bring it to my chest sniffing it - still has her smell- as tears roll down my face. I'll just wait. Yeah I'll just do that.

I utter just above a whisper.

"My tasha is just stuck in traffic is all"

Deep down I know. I know she's never coming home. That she isn't just stuck in traffic. That my Tasha's body lay at the bottom of that horrid cliff. I know all this but I can't be alone again. I just can't.

i look around once more.

But I am.

Im left all alone again.

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