I got bored after a while of being in my room, so I leave to house and walk to the park. But that was a mistake.
Once I got there Luke was there already.
"Cass!" Luke shouts.
I just keep walking as if I don't see him.
"Come on. Don't ignore me now." Luke says as I keep walking.
Soon enough he starts to run to me. And then turns me around,"Okay! Why is it you don't believe in love? I mean your parents love each other, why don't you love too?"
"Because my parents don't love each other!" I yell.
"What do you mean?"
"They no longer live together! They got divorced shortly after they found out about my cutting!" At this point I'm jusr crying my eyes out.
"I-I-I had no idea. I'm so sorry Cass." Luke starts to hug me,"I'm here for you. You'll survive. I promise."
Once he lets go, I dart off running the other direction. I couldn't have him say he loves me, again. When there's no such thing as love. It's just a mental state where you feel these tingles, but then they end up leaving.
When I get I home I go straight to my room. Then I look at the window.
Soon I'm opening it and sitting on the edge of the roof watching the sun slowly making it's way down, as the moon slowly appears.
"Mind if I join?" I hear. I look down and see's Luke.
"I guess." I answer, as Luke climbs his way up. He sits right next to me and says sarcasticly in a corny/cheesy puck up line,"You come up here often?"
"Totally." I laughed.
"Well then. You realize it's not safe you come here?" He trys to make me laugh more.
"Oh I had no idea." I say sarcasticly.
Luke leens in a bit. I knew what he was about to do. I didn't know what to do though. He keep getting closer till his lips were touching my lips.
Luke let's go. I just look around from the awkwardness, then I say,"Well it's late. Night." I climb back into my window, and then shut it.
Woah! Did that just happen? Am I imagining this? Oh my gosh! He kissed me, didn't he? And I let him? I told him I didn't believe in love, yet I let him kiss me. How stupid could I be?
That night I keep trying to go to sleep, but I couldn't. My mind was filled with thoughts of Luke. Ugh! Why?
It just echoed in my head. I still love you. I still love you. I still love you. I still love you. I still love you. I still love. I still love you. I still love you. I still love you.
Won't somebody save me?!
