Once I read that, it was like I couldn't take it anymore. I flipped. I slipped up. And did exactly what I told Luke I wouldn't do anymore. Then next morning, I decided to get out of bed and do to school. I got to my first class and sat down, laying my head on the desk. I wanted to cry. Then, Luke walked into the classroom and saw that I showed up. He immediately frowned.
He sat behind me and said,"You showed up?"
I didn't answer back. I just looked forward as my eyes watered.
After class was over I left the class room and in the hall someone grabbed my wrist and pulled me back."Are you okay?" Luke asked, then looked down realizing one of my bracelets moved,"You didn't?" His eye's widened.
I yanked my arm back towards me. I looked away, and walked to my next class.
As I walked to my next class Luke followed me saying,"You promised! How could you? Why'd you do it? I care about you Cass. Why?!" I go to go into my next class, suddenly Luke grabs my wrist, pulls me out of the class, and pusses me against a locker,"Just tell me why you did it? Why? Please..." Luke gave me puppy dog eyes.
I look down and start crying,"Just let it go, I doesn't matter."
"Are fucking serious? Oh and me being suicidal doesn't matter? Nevermind!" Luke lets go and walks away. I don't know where he went, but I know he left the school.
After school, I walked straight home. Once I got home, I got a call from Luke. I didn't answer it, but he left a voicemail. I checked the voicemail. He said,"I'm sorry for whatever I caused you, but I have to leave Australia. I'm sorry. Goodbye."
No. He can't. Luke can't end it this way. Is he seriously going to kill himself, because of me? Wow. I'm stupid. I should of told him why I did it. Why didn't I? Ugh!
