Unspoken

This War of Mine (Updated)

This War of mine that I'm part of,
The War, I was never meant to Fight for,
Fighting against my own will n thoughts.
Thoughts of Happiness n Thoughts of Pain,
Thoughts of confusion n Thoughts that are totally insane.
Confused of the Future n Confused of the Past,
Past with Terrible memories while Future full of Hopes.
So marching away in the darkness I sleep with memories of cries and memories of sadness.
Running away from the War I hate. Coze,
This War of mine that I'm part of,
is The War, I was never meant to Fight for.

(Reposted)
(Idk if this style already exists! But trying to creat a style of writing where a word from a line has to be used in the next line atleast once.
Prefix and suffix can be used.
Eg :- Fight and Fighting, confusion and confused)