Panic Attack

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by dilip33d

by dilip33d

It was crazy last night, I couldn't sleep.
My heart stopped working I couldn't breath.
A Panic attack out of a blue moon.
Breath stuck in the darkness, I couldn't move.
My heart felt heavy, my lungs dried up.
Couldn't even ask for help, no one's around.

Felt like I wanted to cry, wasn't possible even if I tried.
Suicidal thoughts pushing me down. Wanted to jump from a 7th-story to the ground.
It lasted quite a while though, only the thoughts of death swirling me around.

Ps. fuck this feeling. Fuck these emotions. I don't wanna kill myself, don't wanna be dead.