"I know who my dad is and i've been spending some time with him" she said as my eyes widen shock
"YOU WHAT?! How did y-"
"I found my birth certificate and i look at my dad's name which is Ezra Fitz, right? And i start look for him with the help of Emma, i met him at the Brew well technically we look for him there and yeahh we have been spending a lot of time this past month" she admitted i just sit there shock not knowing what to say or feel. I felt happy that Stella finally have a dad but.. why is she crying about it?
"Wow.." thats all i could say
"I'm sorry i really am, i know i should've told you but i just i really wanna know who my dad is. I'm sorry i lied to you, you can punish me or everything whatever" she said slowly and i pulled her to a hug
"Noo, don't be sorry. I am dissapointed that you lied to me but i understand. And i'm sorry too that i never really open up about your dad, because i don't want you feel down. But now that you're happy to be spending time with him well, i can't exactly banned you from seeing him. You can see him all the time, just no more lies okay?" i said and she just nodded
"Thank you so much mom"
"Now, will you tell me whats wrong? Why are you crying?"
"About that.. Dad invite me to dinner tonite, sorry i lied again. I thought it was gonna be just the of us you know? But, there is a woman who is his fiance and their twins. Basically, i'm having dinner with his family" she said slowly and crying softly, i soothe her while i remember a couple days ago i saw Ezra and his family, they look so happy and i can't help but feel jealous about that.
"You okay mom?" stella said snapping me out of my thoughts
"Yeah, its just, i know that. Well not entirely but i saw him a couple days ago with his family. He didn't see me i turn around quickly." i explain to her
"But why is this a bad thing? Aren't you happy to have a siblings and a nice stepmom?" i ask her still don't understand why is she crying about it
"If this is not the same situation as it is now i will be fine. But, looking at them all so happy, laughing in their inside jokes made me feel sad, i never experience that kinda feeling. I just met dad 1 month ago. I swear those twins are the luckiest kids ever" she said crying more and i can't help but crying too. We clinging into each other just crying. I feel like this is all my fault, i have no idea stella feels this way. I thought we were just fine with just the two of us, but i guess she learned about hiding her feelings from the best, which is me.
"I'm sorry Stell, i can't help but feel like this is all my fault. If i would've notice that your dad feel that way back then maybe i can stop him from leaving and maybe if i look for him more than i was i would've find him. I'm sorry that-" she cuts me off
"MOM! This is not your fault, this is nobody fault. You're the best mother i could ever ask or. I couldn't be more grateful. I love you so muchh mom" she said looking at me in the eye
"I love you so much more baby. You're the best thing that has ever happpened to me." i said and kiss her head. We both just sit there hugging each other company but got interuppted by the knock at the door
"I'll open it. You get some rest"
"Yeah i'll try" she said smile weakly. I go downstairs and open the door not expecting anyone, when i opened the door it felt like my whole body start to tremble. I'm facing the love of my life, the father of my kid. Ezra. I look into his eyes and falling in love all over again. As he looks me in the eyes too. There is an awkardness between us till he clears his throat.
