Love is a weapon (Ryan seaman LS)

Chapter 15

I put on my clothes and sat down next to Jacky. I kept my hands to myself.

How am I going to tell Ryan?! And apologize for what happened with me and Jacky to Jenaya. Ugh I knew I should've never had alcohol. It's the devils drink...

"How am I going to get Jenaya back? I love her more than anything, or anyone!" Jacky said starting to cry into his hands.

"Then prove it to her."

"How?" He asked, his cry turned into a silent sob.

"Dedicate the rest of your life to her. Try to make her forgive you."

"Do you think that will work?" He asked looking up at me now.

His eyes turned really blue when he cried.

"If she truly loves or very loved you then yes. She will forgive you" I said getting up and getting my things.

"Where are you going?" He asked still looking at me.

He had quite a few questions. But I answered them politely.

"Home. I should've never attempted to meet you and your friends. And I should've never been in a band."

"I thought you said that you never really had a home. Unless you're going back to Kellin" He said getting up and wiping away his tears.

"I had a home. I use to live in a cabin way off in the woods near the border of Canada. So...ya."

"Wait what about Ryan?" He asked.

Still so many questions.

"Oh...I was going to text him but I think I should just write him a note. Bitch move I know but I want his last memory of him seeing me in person to be when I came back to him." I explained setting my stuff down.

I got a paper and pen from the drawer and started to write the letter.

Dear,
My beloved Ryan

I'm just going to straight forward with you. I cheated on you with Jacky. I had my first alcoholic drink and couldn't stop myself. Jenaya left both me and Jacky, I guess it was because we were both drunk. We kissed then the next think I know we're both naked, Jenaya is furious at us, broke up with Jacky and kicked me out of the band. But please don't be mad at Jacky. It was most likely my idea... I'm sorry I hurt you. I truly do love you Ryan. And I promise you won't ever see my face again. Good bye.

~Victoria

I folded the note and handed it to Jacky, tears running down my face. With out a good bye I left, I didn't even look back like most people would've.

~~~~Ryan's POV~~~~

Jacky came back, I was sitting on the small couch watching tv with my long joker pajama pants and a sweat shirt because it was cold in the bus.

Jacky looked like he had did something wrong. He handed to me a folded note saying

To: Ryan Seaman
From: Victoria R. Sire

Victoria Sire? Oh! That must be my Victoria and she decided not to use Kellin's last name. Duh Ryan.

I said to myself hitting my head lightly with a drum stick. Jacky didn't laugh which was strange. Whatever he did must've been really bad.

When I opened the note, there was a really long paragraph which made me nervous.

When I finished reading it, I put the note and my hands on my legs looking at Jacky with a confused look. I could feel the warmth of my tears as the ran down my cheeks.