Jennie Loren
I'm all dressed now because I'm off to meet that lady again. As I went out of my room silence greeted me.
Nobody was there. Even my Dad.
He has always been greeting me with goodmorning kisses even I always push him away but he wasnt around today. The house was totally surrounded by silence. I wonder how many maids am I gonna fire just this day? How many times I'm gonna shout at them because they keep getting me the wrong stuffs? What a headache but that has always been my routine.
It's still so tiring even when I'm already used to it
I remembered this girl who came to me and asked if I could hire her as my personal pet I mean personal slave.
She desperately wanted a job so I just did her a favor out of pity. I mean I never had a choice but to hire her so I'd no longer need to get out of my room just to feed myself, she delivers me food any time of the day and never complained about anything
Ofcourse I was mean, rude or whatever evil words you can associate me with but I didn't even hear her say bad things towards me. I dont know if she just didn't care at all as long as she do her job well, perhaps that's the only thing she cared about.
She just did whatever I told her to, without hesitation.
That was too kind of her but the more I spend my days with her the more I get irritated
She made me remember things
I surely did have a hard time getting over with. She made me think of the things I already put behind my back and I am not so happy about it
There's no way I'd let her push me on that hole I already saved myself from.
There's no way I'd let her do that
She was kind, understanding, caring and all the good stuffs I am not. She's just like the person I used to know and betrayed me—she's someone I no longer want to see, not in a million years. I do hope we never have to see each other again
I hate to admit that I was loving that girl's company that even I wasn't able to see my dad more often, I was kinda okay. I was feeling better and I thought I was already healing...
I thought I was getting better but then one day I feel like the "trauma" is haunting me again. The what ifs mess with my head til I give in
I never wanted to be on that "hell" again, that place I already told myself I'm never going back. That place I once mistaken for a home, there's no other word I can associate it with but 'agony' and I refuse to be in there.
Never again.
Then I told myself I can no longer keep up with her so I told her to leave~
Sure, I was getting attached to her being by my side but it was just a wrong move. I can't let her get closer to me, she's a good person that's why I kinda hate her, I dont want her to be acting that way cause I was afraid I guess. Terrified that the same thing would happen to me, I can no longer bear with it
Not for the second time around. Never.
I send her away, for good; cause I'm better off alone. Perhaps, it was the best thing to do
I just didn't want to get hurt. That's it
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The day wasnt really good to me. I havent seen the lady at the beach I wonder if where is she actually staying? I scan my phone and I was expecting to see a single mssg from him but I've seen nothing. I never get to see him this day. It's not that I miss him I just feel lonely without his presence. Seriously guys I dont miss him
Weeks have passed and still I dont have news about my Dad. I wonder where he is actually. He should've leave a mssg or even sent me a maid. For goodness sake I dont wanna live alone in this house. It's actually crazy boring not having someone to argue with, really
Author's note
Hi y'all gotta drop this here cause this week is gonna be a hell week, I got school stuffs to do anw here it is guys!! Enjoyy🌟🌟
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