Jennie Loren
I may have to say, I'm in a good place now and I'm feeling a lot better specially I already have my mom with me but oftentimes I still get to think of my Dad. My tears would fall from my eyes without me even noticing it then when I'm about to let go a loud sob I play a music on full volume so that my mom wouldn't have any idea what I've been doing in my room.
If she's gonna see my face covered in tears for sure we would end up hugging each other with tears in our eyes and it would take a long while for us to finally stop. My heart aches so bad seeing my mommy cry.
Everything happened so fast that I couldn't still believe I no longer have Daddy by my side.
Back then, it was my dream to actually meet my mom so we could hang out as a family for it pains me seeing everyone in school having their mom and dad with them then I happened to meet my mom but I freaking lost my dad.
What a nightmare.
"JenJen..."
The moment I heard my mom's voice I hurriedly wipe off my tears.
I swallowed the lump in my throat first before answering her
"Yes mom, I'll be there in a minute"
"You mean I'll be there in an hour" I even heard her giggle this time
"You know me too well, Mom" I shot back making her laugh as she made her way downstairs
We planned on going out today, actually she was the one who got everything planned what I did was to just nod at her while she was discussing it with me last night.
I was too tired to even open my mouth and what's the sense of having to argue with her when she wouldn't be listening to me anyway? She's a lot like me though, I may have to say that I take this from her, this freaking attitude
Even if I would tell her I am not in the mood to go out she would still prepare my clothes and force me to come with her. She's just so peristent—she would always insist to get
everything her way so here I am can't do anything but to submit to her demands
Guess who's being a brat here. Definitely her
You cant tell if who's way more older between the two of us—she's acting like a kid grrr but fine she looks cute though
"I thought you've had a change of heart and decided to ditch your mom..." that was the very first thing I heard from her the moment I headed downstairs
"Nah, I should go out with you today and might as well ditch you next time" I said laughing then I saw her rolled her eyes at me
She's got an attitude, you could definitely tell that she really is my mom
"Gimme your car keys"
she commanded
I shot a glance at her giving her an "are you kidding me" look. I just remembered the last time I let her drive my car, we almost reached heaven and I almost passed out. She's a reckless driver and I do not wish to go on a trip with her, this is the sole reason why I wont come with her in the first place.
It isn't just because of my mood it's really because she is like this and whenever she wants us to go somewhere else she would insist in driving the car, that's something I am not so happy about
Her driving the car? There's a huge possibility of us getting into an accident
I dont even know where did she learn to drive a car or did she even get to ride one before. Why does it seems like she doesn't have a slightest idea of what she's doing and she's using my car right now for her practice session
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My poor lambourghini, I would like extend my deepest apologies in advance as to what my mom's gonna put you through
"We're visiting your Dad today.." she uttered as soon as I settled in my seat.
"You miss him..." I almost whispered.
She turned to me wearing that lovely smile of hers and I can't help but to do the same
"Ofcourse, who wouldn't? How about you, dont you miss your Dad?"
I eventually averted my eyes from her the moment she asked. I couldn't help but to bit my lower lip because my tears might spill over in any minute if I weren't to do that.
Silence joined us in the car, my mom probably sensed that I wasn't yet feeling comfortable opening a topic related to my late Dad so she decided to never asked me the same question again.
It's never so easy coping with everything in life without him.
It's like I lost an important piece in me and I'd never feel complete again. Imagine you're having fun today, you assume that you're already fine and a thought would cross your mind and right there you will realize you weren't really okay, AT ALL
Hontesly, I am still struggling with the fact that he's gone and I dont even know if I will ever get to be okay again, it will take decades, if not a lifetime for me to get over this.
It pains me knowing that he would never appear before my eyes, not in a million years.
I could no longer be in his arms nor have him in my arms. He's long gone now and he's no longer coming back, what could be more worse than that?
My tears began to come together at the corner of my eyes as I think about missing my Dad so bad, I discreetly wipe those in an instant not to be noticed by Mom
"Mom..."
She immediately turned to me the moment I called her
"Thank you like from the bottom of my heart. I appreciate every little thing you're doing for me.." I needed to close my eyes because my tears might betray me. I couldn't let her see me in tears. No way.
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