Jennie Loren
"Be okay without me anyway..you already have your mom with you.."
Then all of a sudden he pulled out from the hug and with a snap of a finger I saw my dad lying on the bed, lifeless.
I tried calling his name multiple times but nothing's happening.
I thought he was just pulling a prank on me just like what I'm seeing in big screens. As I felt a sudden pinch on my chest my tears started streaming down
"DAAAD!"
"Dad, please get up. We're going home"
"Hey Dad, this isn't the time to be joking..." Then I gave up trying to wake him up. Did he know that he's dying today that's why he called me here?
There's no way you'll already be dead.
With my face full of tears I went out and started calling out for the nurses but they all seemed to be deaf
"Karen, cant they hear me?"
"Karen! My Dad can still make it right? He's the only one I have.."
"He can't be dead right?"
"KAREN..PLEASE TELL ME DAD'S GONNA MAKE IT.."
I was holding her hands while mouthing those. I was expecting a response from her—I was wanting to hear words from her that would finally make me feel better but she just started shaking her head and that very moment I dropped into my knees so as my tears
"Sht! Did I really lost my Dad?"
I whispered to myself. I got back to his room to check on him once again
"DAD! ISNT IT TOO EARLY? ISNT IT TOO EARLY FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME?"
We havent been talking much for the last 15 years and we got to have a moment just now, I didnt know that would be the last.
"You've done so much for me..You were such a great Dad..I love you so much Daddy" I hugged him, for the last time
After a minute nurses appeared infront of my eyes to which trigger the devil out of me
"Great! You guys are just on time."
I said bitterly, giving them applauses
"I was calling you guys earlier but you seemed to be all deaf!"
"Maam.."
"How can y'all turn a blind eye to a dying patient and just let him be all alone?"
I couldnt help but to let my anger out. In any minute now I no longer know what else I can do to these people who just appeared
"Maam..Please calm down.."
One of the nurses talked which made me even more upset
"Tf! How can I freaking come down when my ever beloved person's already dead?"
"GET OUT OF MY FACE! JUST GET THE FREAK OUT OF HERE!" I shouted pointing at the door
I cant believe I lost my Dad—my best friend, my everything.
His passing was that painful that I feel like I lost my will to live—I didnt have much time to make him feel that he's much appreciated, that I am beyond grateful that I have him with me
It's too challenging for me to go on a day without him. His sweet gestures will be missed—his awful face when he cracks a joke, when he's the only one who laughs at it—the way he takes care of me and spoil me with everything, his good morning and goodnight kisses—his never ending iloveyou's.
I dont know if I could still go on with my life without my Dad. I cant imagine myself without you Daddy
I again started crying remembering all the moments I shared with him. He's literally someone I couldnt live without
.
.
.
How am I really supposed to let go of someone who has always been there since day one? If this is just some kind of a nightmare I already wanna wake up from this but I aint dreaming, I'm wide awake. I freaking lost him
"Be okay without me..anyway you have your mom with you" that thought suddenly came to mind out of nowhere
"So thats why she came to me in the first place. Oh that makes sense.."
I hurriedly run downstairs to make everything clear. I want her to tell me EVERYTHING
"Hi. Let's eat?" she talked as soon as I appeared infront of her but I just stared at her
"Why didnt you tell me?"
"Tell you about what?"
"About you..of who you really are.."
She stopped what she was doing
and she started looking at me in the eye
"Hmm?"
"Just tell me, will you?" I said with a bored tone
"Where have you been? Why did you appear just now? Where were you? Were you actually hiding?"
I bombarded her with questions and she just rendered me a weak smile
"Fudge! Do tell me now!" I roared
She could tell by now that I'm pissed off. She better start telling me
"You still wanna hear it? Will you be okay?"
"Please..just please enlighten me.."
I told her
Even how much it would break me I'd still want to hear it. I couldnt just jump into conclusions without hearing her side because I've already been a stubborn fool—if I just let her explain herself, things could have turned out differently. Yes that person you guys have in mind
"I know for sure you hate me to the core because I left you and your Dad.."
"Just get to the point. Why did you leave us behind?"
"Your Daddy's parents despise me and I didnt even know why. I guess it's because I am not as wealthy as they are.."
"Can you even hear yourself? That's the reason why you departed? You guys could have escaped and live somewhere far from my granparents.." I said while shaking my head. Her and her petty reasons.
"We did the exact same thing of what you have just said..yet they still knew where we were.." A tear suddenly fell from her eyes. I can see how it's still hurting her after all this time
"They still want you guys to drift apart eventhough you're already bearing their grandchild?" She nodded as her response
"What happened next?"
"After I gave birth to you, they took you away from me..." This time she gritted her teeth just to stop those tears from falling but it's no use, those tears never stopped
"Twas just a month after I gave birth to my ever precious Jennie Loren, when they decided to took you away. The next thing I knew was you're already out of my sight..They just left me a letter saying 'starting today you arent gonna appear infront of our eyes again'..."
I could no longer stand seeing her crying so I hugged her
"Sorry.. I really am, for I wasnt there when you needed someone to sing you to sleep.. I wasnt there to make you feel better when life seems to be not so great towards you.."
I was just listening to what she's saying while caressing her back.
I dont know what exact words she wants to hear from me so just let her talk.
I didnt know this story even my Dad never told me about this. But I know my Dad loved her so much for I know he never dated a woman other than my Mom. What a man.
"Baby, I promise I wouldnt leave you this time, trust my words alright?"
"I wouldnt want to be anywhere but with you, Mom.." she suddenly pulled out from the hug
"What did you just.."
"I miss you so much Mommy.."
She smiled from ear to ear which also made me smile. I am gonna call her 'Mommy' for over a million times a day so that I will be able to see that smile of hers
"God knows how much I missed you..." she kissed my forehead with tears in her eyes
I couldn't be more happier having you around Mum.
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