The feelings

26. Make up?

Jason's P.O.V:
I already knew where she was. The door was closed and I eavesdropped, trying to hear anything, but it was quiet, dead quiet. My head was raising with different scary thoughts, she couldn't do anything like that, right?

I immediately opened the door without knocking and saw her lying in my old bed. I slowly made my way to her and faced her beautiful face. Y/n was asleep... I sighed and walked closer to her. I gently caressed her cheek and kissed the top of her head, she shifted and carried on sleeping. My sweet angel, why would she ever think of me in that way? I moved away and walked out of the room. I didn't want to wake her up and decided that it was the best to sort everything out in the morning.

Y/n's P.O.V:
I slowly blinked and tried to open my eyes. It was painful and I could feel how swollen they were. Then I remembered what have happened yesterday and sighed, trying to hold back the tears. Screw him. I mentally said and decided to get up.

As soon as I walked downstairs I saw the face which I definitely didn't want to see ever again. His eyes met mine and I quickly ran back up. I couldn't stand to see him. Tears filled my eyes and tried to hold myself together. Suddenly I heard a knock, which caught me off guard. I gasped and turned around.

"Y/n, can I come in?" - I heard his velvet voice which I already missed so much.

"Angel, please, we need to talk" - he begged. I furiously opened the door and walked to the window, not wanting to face him. Then I felt his soft hands wrapping around my waist from behind, which made me gasp and immediately get his hands off me.

"D-don't touch me" - I whimpered and turned around to face him.

"Y/n, what happened, I don't understand anything" - he said. It actually looked like he was saying the truth.

"How could you?" - I whispered and tried to keep calm.

"What did I do?" - he asked with clear confusion.

"I saw you, don't even try to say you weren't with anyone" - I slightly raised my voice.

"Hey, you got it absolutely wrong, I would never cheat on you, how could even think about something like that?"

"MAYBE BECAUSE I SAW YOU GOING TO THE RESTROOM? WHAT PEOPLE CAN DO THERE BESIDES FULFILLING THEIR NEEDS, HUH? " - I exclaimed and felt unable to hold the tears, so I let them ran down my cheeks. Unexpectedly, I was pinned against the wall, with my hands on both sides up. My heartbeat fastened and I stared at his beautiful lips, which I badly wanted to feel against mine.

"I tried to protect you" - he quietly said and moved his face even closer mine, making our lips touch as he spoke.

"I know you have noticed that I was distant for the past few days and it wasn't because you did something or I was mad at you. It was because I was... stressed. One day I've got a text from anonymous number and it turned out that it was a girl from the past. She asked how I was and some different things. Some questions were really weird, she even wanted to meet up and I realized that something was wrong. I checked the IP-address from where the messages were sent and it was from Derek's house. I started to worry he might take you again, yet knowing that he's dying in our basement. I didn't show her any signs of anger or anything and then she asked to meet up. I politely agreed and as I was writing the message I tried not to take my gun and kill somebody. I was furious, realizing that somebody is still after us and I kept it from you, so you wouldn't worry. I guess I'm bad at hiding things considering how distant I became with you and I'm so freaking sorry for hurting you, angel" - he softly said and caressed my cheeks with his thumbs.

"What have happened at the club?" - I whispered

"We met up at the bar and I immediately knew what she was trying to do. He chest was almost fully open to my sight and her skirt barely closed her thighs, then she started to touch me and I immediately tensed up. I tried to keep everything together and my hand turned into a fist. She started trying to awfully seduce me and dirty-talking, so I was tired of that sh*t and fiercely grabbed her forearm and led her behind the corner, so no one would see what was happening. I harshly grabbed her by the neck and smashed her against the wall".

"If you'll come near me or my family ever again, I swear your life won't be freaking long. I know that you're here for someone, for someone who's too afraid to show his ugly face. So, tell him that I'll end him faster than he thinks and that's better to stay the hell away from me for his freaking sake. Do your hear me?!" - I said trough gritted teeth and pushed her harder into the wall. She started gasping for air, so I let go of her and she fell on the floor.

"That's the truth" - he whispered.

"Don't you believe me?" - he whispered and cupped my cheeks.

"I do" - I whispered and tightly hugged him. Oh, how I missed him. His arms tightly wrapped around my body and he put his head in my neck.

"I'm so sorry for overreacting" - I whispered in his chest.

"Don't be, it's not your fault, I should have informed you first." - he said and kissed the top of my head.

"Shall we have breakfast?" - he asked

"Sure" - I whispered and sent him a small smile, he leaned in and softly kissed my lips. I immediately moved my hands up in his soft hair and massaged his scalp. Jason moaned into the kiss and pulled me closer to him.

"Shh"

"Did I just hear a moan?" - we both pulled away and looked at the door. Then we looked back at each other and giggled.

"Boys were worried, so I guess they decided to hear everything themselves" - Jason mumbled smiling and caressed my cheek.

Y/n's P.O.V:
It was evening and now we were at our house. We sat in the living room and watched some movie, well, we were making out to be exactly... Then Jason slowly pulled away, licked his lips and turned to the TV. I stared at him with confusion and hidden rage. I noticed a huge grin upon his lips. He's doing it on purpose...

I leaned back on the sofa and looked at the screen. Why would he do that? Didn't he miss me? We haven't made love for two weeks or even more now... and I missed him in all ways, but what if he's hiding something? My mind filled with different thoughts and I started to overthink. What if? What if? What if?

Suddenly, I felt Jason's hand on my knee and glanced at him.

"Hey, you alright?" - he wondered.

"Uh, yeah" - I asked.

"You look worried" - he had a slightly worried expression.

"I'm fine" - I quietly answered and looked back on the screen.

"Maybe we'll cuddle?" - I heard him suggesting.

"Alright" - I briefly and quietly answered and then Jason turned off the TV and took my hand, making me stand up. He walked me to the bedroom and pulled off his hoody, revealing his beautiful body. My eyes traveled up and down his sculpted mesmerizing soft-skinned body and I licked my lips. God, he looked gorgeous.

I decided to change into my pajamas and then crashed on the bed with closed eyes. It felt so good to lay down after a long day. Then I felt bed sinking besides me and looked at my left. Our eyes met and I admired Jason's beautiful chocolate-brown eyes, which always made me feel calm. I looked into his eyes and it felt so heaven-like, like nothing mattered in the world, but him.

"I love you" - he whispered, which made me come back into reality.

"I love you" - I whispered back and smiled. Jasona grinned back and gently caressed my cheek. I put my hand on top of his and stared into his eyes.

"Do you even know how gorgeous you are?" - he whispered. I blushed and smiled, he smiled as well and pulled me into his strong chest. I tightly wrapped my arms and legs around his body and snuggled up to him. He kissed the top of my head and tightly held me in his warm embrace.

"I've missed you" - I mumbled into his chest, breathing in his intoxicating scent.

"I've missed you, too, angel, so, so much" - he mumbled. I smiled and tightly squeezed him for a second. I felt so happy. Finally, we're past this hard time... Maybe...