Enemies with benifits..Or more

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Draco POV

     The two boys sat legs dangling over the edge Harry had a cig in his lip, smoke streaming from the front end of it. Draco was on his last one so he and Harry were sharing. Harry took a slightly long draw then took the cig from his mouth between his two fingers. Whew Harry blew out then handed it to Draco who took it pleased and put it in his own lips taking small puffs then letting the smoke leave his lips biting the end or the cig ever so gently to hold it in place.

     "So what happened with Mcgonogall?" Draco broke the silence. But it wasn't an uncomfortable silence they had just been resting there for a while and it became quiet is all.

    "Hmm she just had some issues with me us all"

    "Like what," I don't see and problems with you at all "I mean she is Mcgonogall she always has something right. Don't take it personal." Draco tried to ease Harry.

   "Trust me this was personal." Harry sighed

   "Well wanna elaborate a bit," Draco took the cig from his mouth offering it to Harry who gladly accepted. "I'm just trying to understand you."

    "Mmm.." Harry took a hard puff before Draco flicked it from his fingers.  "Hey what the-" the cig would've burnt the shit out of his lips if he'd taken the whole puff he wanted. "Thanks," Harry sighed out.

    "So?" Draco kept pushing. Though to his surprise Harry complied.

    "Well it was about my smoking in the west tower, g-getting drunk a couple weeks back," that one made Harry avoid eye contact "and my language. That's all really." Draco hummed in response. Draco looked down at Harry's left arm.

    "And these..?" He questioned, scared he may f**k up. Though honestly he didn't know why he was so afraid to mess up. It's not like he and Harry we're friends really..right?

    "How the hell did you," happy pulled his arm to his chest terrified.

    "I saw them earlier. It's fine Potter," Harry seemed offended till an explanation came following. "Sh!f it gets hard I understand that but this," draco lightly grabbed Harry's arm ounce again pulling it down on his lap and rolling up the sleeve. "Isn't an option. You hear me Potter."

    "Why do you care so much, why are you acting like we've been friends for so long."

    "Cause I want to be your friend, if tonight showed me anything it's that."  Draco looked back out. Harry hummed a response before sniffling.

    "Why were you such a d!(k all the time?.." draco quickly looked to Harry when hearing the silent cries in his voice "why'd you make m-my life such a living hell?" He asked further.

    "It's what I grew up on.. I was always taught to hate you, and even though I didn't want to I was a god damn kid to scared of his father to do anything but listen to the poison he rotted me with. But I don't regret that, my life made me, me. And I wouldn't change me for a perfect one." Draco explained with no regrets. Harry continued to cry beside him, sometimes thats what you need, to cry and burst. You can't always be golden boy. Draco leaned back further and slide his right arm behind Harry that if its needed he'd have support.

    "F**k...I just want to feel something, other then this..god damn pain!" Harry yelled.

    "Scream."

    "What"

    "Scream, as loud as you f**king can. I can silence it so no one but us hears." Harry nodded and in a second the silencing charm was in place, Harry stood up know free to scream. And he did. Harry screamed an ear piercing scream it was loud and sob full it hurt Draco to listen. Harry yelled with all his problems and troubles. He wanted it out he wanted to feel something other then pain but all Draco could do at the moment was this. Harry finished still a crying sobbing mess. He crouched down then fell on his a$s and leaned back into Draco's arm.

    "..m-make me feel something."Harry paused to breath "Make me feel something..please.."

   "Why me?"

   "Is it weird to say I trust you? After tonight and growing up with you..I see you.." more tears continued to slip down his face cleaning it. "I know you wouldn't want to hurt someone unless they deserved it. Please...make me feel something...Draco.." his name in Harry's lips sent shivers down his spine it aches his back and lifted his eyes.

What the actual f**k am I doing. Not Potter, not my god damn enemy the boy I've hurt so much. Not f**king Potter..shit.

   Draco tensed at the thought but he grew a bit red and he only had one thought in his mind. Draco turned to Harry who was already facing him and reached forward brushing a tear from his cheek and letting his hand linger there.

    "F**k~.." he breathed out reaching out and completely wrapping his hand to the back of Harry's neck and moving in. He kissed Harry a simple but slightly long peek on the lips he wanted more he wanted to bite Harry's lips and grip his hips Draco wanted to shove Harry against the hard floor and press their two clothed lengths together. He wanted Harry but did Harry want him was the question. Realizing it know- how long had he.. wanted him? Draco stared at Harry's lips then moved to look up at His eyes. His cheeks red, eyes wide, bottom lip wet and lips slightly parted.

    "You..said something.." Draco looked away and moved his hand back to his side looking awkwardly down rather then at the sky. Harry suddenly grabbed his chin in a tight grip and slammed their lips together. He licked at Draco's mouth and lips. Only seconds, it only took seconds till Draco had closed his eyes opened his mouth and the two's tongues danced an ever so lustful dance. Eager to travel and explore each boys mouth. Harry shoved at Draco's shoulders with both hands one on each shoulder, he broke the kiss for mere seconds so Harry to could unjust to a straddle. They made out ruff and wanting Harry managed to lay Draco down and lay on top of him, legs still startling Draco's lap, while Draco's hands traveled Harry's thighs and hips he trailed his finger tips down the bare skin on Harry's legs. He shivered at the touch and loved it. The warmth of his fingers gently making themselves known just to disappear in milli seconds to another spot. Harry loved it.