Chain Obsessions

Chapter 6: Can't lie

Chapter 6
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Recent day...☠

Madelyn...☠

The cold water run down her soar body as she watched it being sucked into the drain and going wherever the used water goes. She slightly felt jealous of those droplets of water because they had one thing she would never have.

Freedom

Being lost in thought was what she did often to pass time. Switching the water temperature to a mixture of both hot and cold she relaxed a bit under the warm sprinkle. She was being too hard on her body. It wasn't that she was completely oblivious or aloof but she just chose to ignore the slight movement behind the shower walls. It was pointless to start panicking now. How long will she deny her faith.

The shower doors slid open reveling a clearly naked Justin ready to join her in the shower. It pained her heart to see him like this. He looked so miserable and it was all because of her. No matter what happened between them she had liked him from the very beginning when she didn't know what love was. She wanted him to be hers and no one else's. She remembered when she would do anything and everything to have his attention drawn to her and how it had always been to her success.

They never had relationships with anyone apart from what they had between themselves. They were family. It was no doubt she's loved and obsessed over him from the time she found out about her feelings towards him. Her faults equal to his in terms of ruining eachother for the sake of their actions and theirs alone but owning up to something she didn't believe she had complete control over scares the already non existent shit out of her and she isn't ready to do so any time soon. She was young, naive and jealous. 

"Justin please leave..., I want a peaceful shower."

God why did her heart always have to betray her. She would be lying if she said her heart was not trying to jump out of her chest. Lying if she said seeing his godlike stature wasn't her hardest turn on and weakness but she was not ready to give him a chance to leave. She had to hold on to the hatred. The little thought of never forgiving him for his twisted thoughts of raping her only to prove to her he was giving her the guarantee that he would always be there. So she could fuel her anger from that spark and have them act on that.

All the sex and love making was just what she needed. Every emotion fueled through him pounding into her womb. He was all she expected and more. Slow and patient, rough and brutal just how she liked it. Forcing it into her because she was too stubborn to accept that she needed it. Too proud and embarrassed at the same time when he would always see right through her façade. Just how twisted soul mates are meant to be.

"Your mom and my dad will be coming over for dinner to see you. They said they were very worried since this isn't the first time you've done this and God...do you drive me crazy but in a good way. You know you and I love how you crave my attention and you know we would do anything to keep it that way." He stepped closer fixing himself behind me and immediately towering over me. He was tall. Just everything I wanted in my soul mate.

His jet black hair falling in all directions allowing a few strands to decorated his forehead just above his eyes. And those greyish black orbs so captivating I had memorized their every feature into my mind and I couldn't contain my joy knowing they looked at me and only me alone. His pink lips a perfect contrast to my red ones when they moved in sync. His slightly lean but muscular built muscle toned body that just felt right under the touch of my fingers as he quickly turned me around forcing a kiss on my already tingling lips. I should relish this feeling. I should be happy I'm getting what I want but,

I slapped him pushing him away. The shower was large enough but there wasn't too much of space between us as I tried making my way out but again it all happened so fast and then suddenly I felt my front pressed against the hard cold shower glass as he pressed his body to mine from behind caging me in. His monster of a length pressed against my lower back as I resisted the urge to moan but rather tried shouting as he placed his left hand to my mouth tightly shutting me up. He was too strong for me and I loved it cause I was dripping wet already.