404- peter parker

pRt 35

i wake up remembering how mad peter is at me. i go up to his room and his door is locked. i shake the handle and it got his attention.
"who is it?" he asks
"it's me" i say
"i'm not letting you in" he says
i sit down with my back against his door.
"i just wanna talk" i say
"ok" he says
i can here him lean against the door to
"talk" he says
"peter i'm sorry, what can i do to make it up to you?" he asks
i don't get a response
"peter?" i say
"yeah" he says
"answer me please" i say
"i don't know i just need a little space" i heard his voice crack as he spoke
"ok if that's what you want, i'll leave" i say standing up
"no don't leave me" he says
"you want me to leave, then you don't what do you want?" i ask leaning against his door again
all the sudden i fall backwards and i'm staring up at peter from my back.
"i want you to finish what you started" he says
"what do you mean?" i ask standing up
he pulls me into his room and locks his door.
"you know what i mean princess" he says
"have you taken your meds yet?" i ask
"nope" he says
i can tell because he's acting bipolar
"just chill a second" i say
he walks over to his desk and i take off my shirt and pants so i'm wearing a white lace bra with a back thong. i lay on his bed.
he turns back around and walks over to me.
"do you want to do this?" he asks
"i want us to stop fighting" i say
"you didn't answer my question" he says
"just do whatever" i say
"no i don't want to if you don't want to-"
"just do it peter"
"y/n DO YOU WANT THIS?" he asks
"I SAID YOU COULD SO DO IT" i yell back, he doesn't like being yelled at so if he is he'll ethier do it, cry or walk out.
he starts to make out with me, not in a rough way, but more gentle. usually he's rough. i life his head up and have him look me in the eyes.
"i want to do this, i wouldn't be laying here if i didn't want to" i say
"i forgive you we don't have to" he says
"ok" i say kissing him. we start to make out and he gets more into it. we fuck, but he was actually into it but he wouldn't let me be on top, probably because of last time but it wasn't a big deal. once we're done so like an hour later he hands me a towel, usually he does it but it's not a big deal. he gets in the shower and once he's out he's wearing basketball shirt with the top of his boxer peaking out of his shorts. you can see hickeys on his neck and abs.
"you good?" he asks
"yeah it just you usually help me" i say
"i- i helped you every time for the last to years and your upset i didn't do it once" he says
"no i'm not mad" i say
"come on" he says
he picks me up bridle style and he ran me a bath. he helps me then gets me dressed, and it's only 9:30 so we have all day and i can't walk.
"i  can't walk and it's only 9:30" i say
"i'll carry you on my back" he says
"no" i say
"fine just stay in bed" he says
"i don't want to" i say
"just walk" he says
"i can't"i say
"i'm not carrying you everywhere" he says 
"fine" i say
i start to swipe on my phone.
"i'm gonna go" he says
"love you" i say
"love you" he says leaving
"asshole" i say jokingly
after a few hours i'm fine so i walk down stairs, it's 12 o'clock.
"look who joins us" thor says
"hey" i say
i go over and start talking to thor. peter seemed a little skittish but i didn't think much of it. he walks up and hugs me from behind.
"i feel dizzy" he says
"ok sit down" i say as i continue to talk to thor. hes let's go and walk over to a chair. he start to massage his head. tony and sam walk in, while talking.
"you good peter?" sam asks
peter doesn't answer he just looks down.
"peter?" sam says
"wha- huh?" he says
"you ok" he asks
"yeah" peter says.
his eyes are looking everywhere.
"y/n let's go on a drive" he says
"ok" i say
all the sudden he's really happy which is good. we go on. a 2 hour drive, just for fun. we talked and laughed a lot. he was supper into me and everything for like 2 days straight.