part 30

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3 days later and i haven't come out of my room, which was moved to the 3rd story. so today i took a shower put on clean sweatpants and boxers then went down for dinner with everyone because i haven't talked to anyone in a while. me and y/n usually sit next to each other but because i broke up with her, with no explanation i sit a crossed from her. i avoid eye contact.
"peter you come down" steve says
"yeah" i say
"why arnt you and y/n sitting together" sam says
"we broke up" y/n says
"why?" sam asks
"i don't know i didn't receive a reasoning" y/n says
sam looks at me
i look down and don't say anything
"peter she deserves a reasoning" sam say
"i know i just... forget it ok, i don't have to say shit about why i do things" i say
"peter" steve says
"what steve" i say
"calm down you seem a little upset" steve says
"i'm not upset ok" i say
"then tell me" y/n says
"fine" i say
i grab her hand a pull her to a separate room.
"tell me" i say
"it's because i have these voices in my head and i have these delusions and shit. i'm not sane so i broke u with you so i didn't hurt you" i say
"peter i can help you" y/n says starting to cry
"i don't need your help, do i have a sign on my back that says help me" i says
"no" she says
"i will help you peter please... i love you" she says crying
i look away
"please say it back or say you don't love me and i'll leave you alone" she says
i look her in the eyes
"say it" she says
"i still love you but it's over" i say walking out
i walk past ever one.

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