MADISON POV :
I knew I shouldn't have trusted him. But i couldn't help it. I thought he loved me but it was all a lie. Everything he would say to me was a lie. Seeing him with Danielle woke me up.
So why don't I hate him?
He cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend, or should I say his girlfriend. I guess Payzer is back together. Yay.
I'm happy for them I guess. They do make a good couple. I always liked her for him. Since I never really believed that I would get to be with Liam Payne.
But even though I did get to be with Liam, I still say Dani and him make a great couple.
I guess that's why I don't hate him. I never truely believed Liam and I were meant to be.
Well to late to do anything about it now. Liam and I are over. I told him I never wanted to see him again even though that was a lie. I hate lying to him even though he broke my heart.
I still love him. And sadly nothing will ever change that. Liam is my one and only, and always will be.
12 HOURS LATER
There was a loud banging on my door. Which by the way woke me up. I am not in a good mood today. Considering the fact that just last night Liam and I broke up.
"Madison open this door right now!" I quickly reconized my bestfriends voice on the oppisite side of the door.
I goaned but did as she asked and opened the door "What do you want?" I ask her as I jumped back on my bed.
"Well I came to talk to you about last night." she responed.
Last night. That's the last thing I would want to talk about. Last night was a nightmare that I wish never happened. But sadly it did.
Not wanting to tell her what happened, I buried my face in my pillow and started to shake my head 'no'.
"Madison the best way to get over him is to tell your bestfriend, me, what happened." she finished off. She's right. Maybe I'll feel a little better if I tell her, but first...
"I need to take a shower" I tell Brittany as I got out of my bed and grabbed my towel. "I'll tell you everything as soon as I get out. Okay?"
I waited for her anwser "Okay but just hurry please" she finally said. I nodded and ran to my bathroom.
10 Minutes later
As I promised I didn't take long in the shower but I wish I did. I hate anwsering the questions Brittany has for me. It just reminds me of everything that happened.
"Yes I still love him Brittany." I anwser her.
"Why? If I were you I would hate him."
I look at her frustered. "That's why your not me, Brit. I don't hate him. I have no right to hate him."
She looks at me confused, but before she could ask anymore questions the doorbell rang. I was so greatful to whom ever rang the doorbell that I desided to hug them.
As I opened the door I wondered whom could it be. What if it's Liam? I'm not ready to talk to him. To my releif it wasn't Liam but it might as well have been.
Right before my eyes stood Louis, Zayn, Harry, and Niall. I really did expect this. They all looked at me, their eyes filled with sadness.
Louis was the first one to come up to me and hug me. Of course I returned the hug. After each and everyone of them gave me a hug I couldn't help but ask "Why are you guys here? Not that I don't want you here it's just that..." I let my words fade, not knowing how to continue.
They all looked at each other for a second before we were inturriped. "Madison who's at th-" Brittany stoped short as she saw who was here. She looked over to me angre evident in her eyes. She walked over to me and stood beside me as if she was my bodyguard.
I turned back to the boys waiting for them to anwser my question. "Well we came to talk to you about last night." Harry said "Can we come in?"
After a moment I desided to let them in. I lead them to the family room so we could talk. "Okay so what did you come to talk to me about?" I ask them.
"Madison I know that what happened last night took you by surprise. It took Liam by surpise to." Zayn said then continued "So believe me when I tell you that Liam and Dani are not together. He loves you Madison."
I don't know what to say. His last words keep echoing in my head 'He loves you'. If he really did love me he wouldn't have kissed Danielle. But he did. "Look fellas I appreciate that you came to talk to me about this but right now it would be for the best if you guys just leave it alone. This is my problem not yours." I tell them.
"Well it's the truth Madison" Niall replied. "He loves you. He would always tell us that your his one and only."
One and only. That was the last thing I wanted to hear. I am not his one and only. "Guys Liam doesn't love me. It was all a joke to him." Saying those words left a bitter taste in my mouth.
"You know that's not true." Louis said.
I had enough I can't do this anymore. "Get out." I tell them. "Get out of my house." I hate to do this to them but I had to.
They all stood up without saying a word. As I opened the door for them they all mummered 'byes' and left. I slamed the door shut and fell to my knees' crying. I never should have let them come in.
As I cried on the floor Brittany came to sit by me. She is the one person that has always been there for me, and I love her for it. But now the question that keeps comeing to mind is:
When will this nightmare end?
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