Mark face-palmed as last night event started to keep running in his head in the middle of this lecture."Why the fuck did I do that!?" he scold himself internally being pissed by himself.
Why?
Last night when had carried Jaemin who passed out after crying, he unconciously held Jaemin's hand and eas too deep in his caring instincts that he unconciously kissed the back of Jaemin's hand, like a psycho wpuld do and now he believe he is slowly becoming one.
Mark dive his head on his desk frustrated and annoyed by his own action, he didn't realize this made his body reacts, suddenly a classmate pulled the edge of the hem of his sleeves and whispered, "Uhm, Mark your scent...Are you okay?" his classmate whisper to him, also warning him that he is secreting pheromones, and Mark shoot up and got surprise and again as he is now aware and try to control himself. Releasing his pheromones is dangerous since this is a school; a public institution, and some omegas are admitted here so he don't want to make an even more grave mistake.
Mark bowed his head whispering "I'm sorry" to the man next to him and tries to surpress his scent since it said to be very strong even Haechan elaborate him how his scent felt like, on how he feel like choking just by smelling Mark's scent when Mark undergo rut, which he only undergo rut for like twice a year and his rut will be in the next two months as he calculated since last time was late so he believe the scent he release just now was just out of anger and frustration that could sometime happen to every alpha specially dominant onces.
His class was dismissed early and poor Haechan is still in his class having war shocks again from the loads of activities need to be done.
Mark went to the cafe after having a short lunch in the university's cafeteria. It was already the afternoon and Mark only tries to focus on the customers since the kiss in Jaemin's bare hand keep on kicking in his head and he wanted to remove it. He knows it was totally wrong that he had used Jaemin and kissed his hands in his very vulnerable state. It was hella wrong and against Mark's moral law.
He just didn't understand the sudden possessiveness of him towards the younger the moment he saw Jaemin literally breaking down infront of him. He feel like he was his and had a sudden responsibility awaken as he suddenly wanted to protect the younger at all cost.
But he had to repeat and clear himself the younger likes his cousin. Jaemin likes Jeno and might be already in love with him and also Jeno is obviously in love with Jaemin. They were suppose to be the blooming young couple and he shouldn't be messing it up.
It was unreasonable.
It was a kind of sin to Mark, to love someone who he knows had already someone who he cherish. To love someone too different from him. Also Jeno was his cousin it wouldn't be good to rival someone close, Mark was like Jeno's hyung already so what kind of hyung would still his brother's love?
But is that a really strong basis or was he just a trying to convince himself to stop, when he knew this rush of feelings will break down soon.
The bell equipped on the door of the cafe rang, as the moment he placed a cup of coffee to an elderly, it was a signal that a new customer had arrive but as Mark turn his head it wasn't just a normal daily customer.
Mark's routine was to greet every customer with his casual "good afternoon" but as soon as Jaemin eyes meet his and smiles, that very moment where their eyes met he forgot about everything and the place became blur excluding Jaemin who was infront of him, Jaemin was beaming and glowing weirdly in his vision, blinding in a way that he can only see Jaemin and nothing more.
Jaemin's smile was beautiful, that what he can say; and would always say, and accidentally smile back since he was distracted and was too attracted, light-headed and subconcious.
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FanfictionYoung , naive , can do a lot of mistakes. Teenagers tend to imagine everything as a worthy adventure regardless of its consequences , even the innocent that surround the classroom have his own view on many things , things that they haven't experien...