Jaemin tries to bring back his normal self, as a promise that he will try to move on to everything. He tries to rebuild his heart not just by his own hand but of course with the help of his bestfriends.
because of his depression wave the week seems to passed by so quick, To be exact it has been almost a month since that incident with his hyung, he let his system forgets it. He felt a little relieved telling how he liked Mark to Renjun and it may be a help for him to think that he can share his few thoughts to his friends without burdening them.
He felt a lot better actually, even though he knows that he will enter another month so he expect on one of those days he will again encounter those dreadful heat waves in his body. Though he don't have a choice he is who he is, he can't change that, so he just need to accept the fact that he was an omega experiencing heat, he don't even wanted to be reminded by his own gender right now since he tries to recover himself. He need to stop with his rollercoaster emotion, he need to stop breaking down from small thoughts, he need to stop over-thinking and just try to avoid things that he will only regret in the end. How will he avoid those? He just decided to avoid everything and be conscious on his surrounding every time. He is a weak man by nature and he knows it so he should think of something to help himself.
Also his family, it is messed up. He figures that his mother will never go home anymore. Though even if that mother of his hurt him a couple of times he can't deny that his mother was still his mother that he need to respect, she feeds him and gave her shelter so he just accepted it. The woman had provided him at least a house he can call home, yet he never uses the front door of their house anymore and he never eat at their table anymore. Whenever he goes home he will just climb on his window and be in his room. He also need to continue his job so he won't be asking his father for his monthly allowance.
He'll try to be independent this time, cause he was definite the he will see himself living alone for the rest of his life.
" Nana, help me here a little this boxes are annoying!" Renjun whined, exhausted as three boxes was passed to him by the president of their class. The omega quickly comply and help his friend while carrying a soft smile.
Renjun was happy, extra as you might say as Jaemin is slowly recovering from his breakdown, his attitude were changing, well Renjun can see that Jaemin move and change a little light nowadays but maybe because he was an omega but one thing that didn't change was Jaemin always says that he was dizzy, like every morning when they go to class. Renjun thought that maybe it was only because Jaemin slept so late almost everyday but the omega denied and says that he sleep even before the clock pointed at ten.
But it was only in the morning, the boy still likes cold stuff and being cold, maybe it was just Jaemin's new found preferences.
As Jaemin was supposed to get two of the boxes to Renjun, Jeno suddenly appeard behind the beta but the alpha ignore them which made the two look at each other, conversating with their minds and eyes. As Jaemin finally carry only one box because Renjun insisted, Jaemin look over the window of their classroom to see Jeno at the back sitting on the chair that had been pushed because they were suppose to decorate their room as a mini-gaming booth. The alpha didn't offer any help earlier and just walk passed them. Yeah, he had turn cold, colder than the air-condition Jaemin and Jisung always go to.
but Jaemin wondered why? He thought that they'll be friends or was it because he was an alpha that is why they were prideful.
"Maybe because winter is coming" Renjun whispered as the two placed the box on the front of the room, far from Lee Jeno.
" What's with the upcoming winter?" Jaemin asked.
"You know since you became, the you know what, I research about your types and ended up in alphas sites. I saw in a forum that alpha somehow like the cold? But their body repels it? So many alpha undergo rut. You know its just like a heat" Renjun said coming from his said research that is. " You got into alpha forums?" Jaemin confusedly asked, how the hell did Renjun manage to go there?!
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Our Treehouse (MarkMin)/ EDITING
FanficYoung , naive , can do a lot of mistakes. Teenagers tend to imagine everything as a worthy adventure regardless of its consequences , even the innocent that surround the classroom have his own view on many things , things that they haven't experien...