"So yesterday was a crazy day.. am I right? Hahah.. I want to say thank you all for your help for reaching help. And thank you everyone who helped Tommy and I. Even those random men at the park. Thank you for helping me. So I came on here to say... thank you for the support and get well wishes and prayers. I saw it all on Twitter and everywhere on my laptop that I'm using. Wilbur has no clue I got my laptop. He's trying to keep me off the internet for a while." I said.
"I'm going to be thanking you each personally soon when Wilbur let's me go from his sight.. which will be in a month or a year.. ahah. Um. Thank you all of Wilburs friends who I recently met who reached out and asked if I was ok and offered to help in some way." I said. I read chat for a bit. I saw a few hate comments and that's all I ended up seeing.
"Someone asked about Tommy. Tommy.. I'm not sure I can't speak for him. All I know is that he doesn't believe a word I say and quite frankly I wouldn't ether. I say I'm fine but I'm literally disgusted by my own body. I feel dirty and my body hurts. I just want to cry and disappear in a hole. That's how I feel chat. Now.. I don't want any pitty comments. They don't help chat. They really don't. Everyone can be here for me but in the back of my head nobody is.. chat.. it hasn't been more than 24 hours and I still see him when I close my eyes. I'm scared to sleep. This is how I felt after my dad tried to hurt me and when my moms ex did.." I said. I sighed.
"But Tommy? God bless that man. Yeah chat. A man. I don't want anyone calling him a child anymore ok? He's a god damn man. While I ran some "men" saw me being chased. What did they do? Nothing. I cried for help. I was taken to an Alleyway chat. The man took me down one and tried to do things. I managed to escape and run." I said.
| dave_gamer: Tommy is a fucking bitch for leaving a girl behind.
"Oh fuck off dave_gamer. Tommy is a good man. He left because I made him leave. He wanted to stay but I didn't. He left to get help. He could have left me for dead but he got help. He was worried about me the entire time. He told me he didn't care about himself but rather how I was doing. Chat. Call him whatever you want but that man is selfless! God bless him. If he wasn't with me I would have been hurt. Worse than I am. He deserves the world chat. He really does. He's my hero. And what happened yesterday proves it." I said. I small smile appeared on my lips. I stayed quiet as I smiled for a good 10 seconds.
"Someone in chat asked if I am able to show my cuts. Um... I believe so. I'm wearing a pair of shorts because I have to switch the bandages every hour. So first one. My thigh. It's pretty big. That one hurt a lot. My wrist were tied in rope and you can see the purple still there. The cut on my face. From my top lip to my chin. And then.. my stab wound." I said standing up and pulling up one of Tommy's Hoodies I had stolen from him when I snuck into his house 3 days ago. I covered my boobs with the sleeves so only a bit of under boob showed. That's a surgery cut underneath my boob but the Stab is there." I said. I sat back down.
"Um... I hear Wilbur walking this way so.. thank you all for tuning in and I'll see when I can go live next ok? Chat, send your prayers to Tommy and wish him luck ok? He needs it more. Love you all" I said before ending the stream. I laid back on the wall of the bed right when Wilbur walked in. "You ok?" He asked leaning at the door. I nodded
"Be honest Valerie. You didn't want to eat or do much of anything. And mother isn't picking up for damn phone when a crisis happens" said Wilbur angry. He walked into the room and sat at the edge of the bed. "I'm fine will.... Have you spoken to Tommy's Parents? Is he ok? How is he doing?" I asked sitting up.
"You're worried about how he's doing even after what happened to you?" Asked Wilbur. I nodded. "Yes. So?" I asked.
"Same thing. Hardly eating, not even saying a thing to them. He's stuck in his room and doesn't leave beside use the bathroom." Said Will. "He needs to eat.. maybe if I told him to eat? Would he?" I asked. Wilbur looked at me.
"I understand he's your friend now too but why do you have such interest in him? Do you like Tommy, Valerie?" Asked Wilbur. I didn't say anything. "Not necessarily.. I'm just worried about him.. I care for him Wilbur. I mean he was hurt in a way too wasn't he?" I said.
"I saw how you ran to him and hugged him. That's not how you act with anyone else Valerie. You used to cry out for Mum or I when you used to get scared. You called for him in that moment. All you care is if he's ok. So. Tell me. Do you have feelings for Tommy?" Asked Wilbur.
