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Telling your son the reason why you don't have a mate. Telling him why your selfishness and greed ruined you will always be so hard.
Especially if he is fifteen and he's old enough to understand that you're a screwup. Just yesterday I explained to him everything from his mommy to my mate.
He wanted to know why he didn't see his mom as much as before and I told him she found her mate.
I told him everything and cried while I was at it. I thought he would hate me but he didn't.
He is such a brave boy, he promised me that he would take care of his mate and that he will cherish her. He promised me that he will love her with every ounce of love he can give.
He promised me that he would honor his stepmother in heaven. He comforted me as I sobbed. Never in my life have I felt what family is like. And it still wasn't enough.
Nathaniel will be a great leader. He's level-headed and smart. He's charismatic and he's passionate. There's only one man that deserves to be alpha right now and that's my son.
Nathaniel has become an excellent fighter in this pack. To be honest, he is better than I was at his age. For once I have pride for something that isn't me.
Nathaniel is greater than any dreams I conjured about a family. He made me understand what family means. And I love him for that.
I thought Nathaniel has been angry with Kayla for a while. Even though I told him to let that anger go. Not to let it control him.
He told me that he was never angry with her. He told me that he was disappointed that she didn't visit him as much anymore.
It's safe to say now Kayla visits him a lot more than usual. They bond about their life. It's the most interesting thing to watch. Mother and child make such an invincible bond.
I still have nightmares every night about my beautiful Samantha's death. I'm starting to feel physical pain in the daytime. Life without my mate is becoming torture and I need to pass on the title soon.
My son told me the other day that he doesn't need a woman in his life because he has me and his mother. He told me that his mate comes after pack life, I had to teach him better and I did. I told him the bitter truth.
"I will be dead soon, and even before then, if you find your mate you need to treat her with care. Selfishness will be your downfall you know that your mate and your pack are equal in value."
Watching my son shift was pure torture he was in pure agony and I hated it, but I had to stay calm in front of him, so Nathaniel wouldn't be even more scared while he shifted.
Nathaniel's wolf is beautiful, it's large and black with these crystal blue eyes that look like the sky.
Nathaniel is an amazing boy and he's growing up so fast, almost a little too fast.
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Agony
Loup-garouWhen Jaxon Pierce Alpha of the Midnight Pack kills off the Dynasty Pack, he finds his mate. Dying, in a puddle of her own blood. These are the thoughts of the great, Jaxon Pierce. ................................................... This book has a s...