I'm depressed but I dont hate myself.
I self harm not to relive emotions, rather cus I just like the feeling of pain.
I have an eating disorder but I don't hate my body.
I want to die but I don't necessarily know why.
I'm often sad but I never know what triggered it.
I take sleeping pills but I still can't sleep normally.
And obviously I take antidepressants but they aren't doing what they're supposed to.
16.11.21
