Then months ago you took your life. Thinking it will make everything better for you and it probably did. But I'm still struggling with the effects of it. I still can't find the will to live, the energy to love.
We weren't really friends, but it made me rethink everything.
I'm still not healing and I don't know how to. I can't even help myself, nevertheless can anyone else.
But I'd never blame you, I understand why you did what you did. Though it still hurts.
I often wonder if this is really how things are now.
16.12.21
