Its almost 6am
I haven't gone to sleep yet
Instead my thoughts are circiling around
✨falling through the river✨
Why self destruction is such a pleasant idea
How im meant to go through another sixty years
When even one seems too much
'Go to sleep' i tell myself
But i can't
When my mind tells me
That never waking up is not an option right now
What help is sleep when the thing youre tired of is life
But i can't do this to the people around me, i love you all
So i guess ill just have to continue hoping that life takes me out on its own
How easy that would be
21.03.21
