"Ma i'on think I can do this" Imani sniffled wiping the dried tears off of her face.
Jania and Imani sat outside of planned parenthood watching the young girls come and go out of the building. Imani knew she wasn't in a good state to take care of no child but she just didn't want to hurt Kamrein while trying to 'rebuild' herself.
"Let me be honest with you Imani, me and you both know you ain't cut to raise no kid. Shit, you are still a kid your goddamn self. We know you can't give your baby the life he or she deserves so you're only doing what is best for you" Jania sighed tucking Imani's hair behind her ear and using a napkin to wipe her falling tears.
Imani was a scared and confused mess right now, so many thoughts were going through her head.
She knew that Kamrein would be done with her for good because he was so happy to be a father.
"I just want to get it over with" Imani mumbled stepping out of the car and pulling her hood over her head.
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Imani Gaulden | 15 Los Angeles, CA 1:45
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𝟑 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐑
Three long days after the procedure and I felt empty inside. Kamrein would call and tell me to come over but I would just tell him that the sickness gotten worse due to the fact I couldn't look him in his eyes and tell him I had got an abortion.
Knowing him, he probably didn't believe one word that came out my mouth so here I am now sitting outside his driveway getting ready to get out and tell him.
My heart raced as I got out of my car locking the doors behind me. Walking up to the door, I closed my fist and started knocking. Me being so nervous, I had forgotten to bring his house keys.
The door opened and Kamrein stood there with a mug on his face but when he saw me his face instantly softened as he pulled me into a hug. "Wassup, you alright?"
"No, I have to talk to you about something really important" I bit my lip walking into the house to stop myself from crying my eyes out.
He looked back at me with his face scrunched up. When we walked into the living room. I saw key sleeping on the couch making me grow even more nervous. "Say, you acting weird right nie but cmon" He pulled me into the hallway that lead to his room.
I sat on his bed watching him as he took off his 'never broke again' hoodie and I scrunched up my face seeing his wrist wrapped up like he had got a tattoo. "You got another tattoo?"
"Yuh, unwrap that shit for me and see what it say" He stood in front of me with his wrist held out and I nodded. Instantly my mouth dropped and I felt even worse for what I had done, the tattoo on his wrist said...
Imani♥︎
In bold font with a green heart next to it.
"I'm sorry" I cried out not being able to hold in my tears any longer. "Fuck you talking about Imani, fuck you do?" He mugged me.
"Hold on" I sobbed reaching across the bed for his hoodie and putting it on. "Can you just tell me you love me one more time?"
"The fuck? Whatchu telling me to say that shit for? Ian saying it cause you acting weird as hell"
At this point, I was crying hysterically while my chest heaved up and down. This is all my fault.
"I-I'm sorry, I just couldn't do it kamrein"
"Couldn't do what?" He asked and by his face, I could tell that he was getting impatient.
"Couldn't have the baby kamrein. I'm too young to be a mom so I-"
"You playing me right now Imani?" He cut me off looking down at me while he clenched his fist. I shook my head no, wiping the snot off my face. "You killed my baby!?"
My body froze up for a second before I quickly got off the bed and went to the other side of the room. This was the angriest I've ever seen him.
"Just let me explain" I backed into the wall watching him as he looked at me in disgust.
"After all the shit I've done for you, you gone turn around and do some hoe ass shit like this? Yo' ass wasn't crying like ah bitch when we were fuckin' 24/7. Now you wanna cry cause you killed my baby? You ain't too different from these other hoes" He shouted.
"You don't mean that kamrein, don't say that" I sobbed wiping my non-stopping tears with the hoodie sleeves.
"I'on mean it, Imani? Didn't I you that I would kill you if you played me like I was ah bitch?" He asked with his veins popping out his forehead while his hands shook.
"I'm sorry baby...forreal"
"Now you about to be right with my youngin" He pulled his gun out his pocket before he pointed it right at my head, pulling the trigger.
I'm pretty sure if I didn't dunk that I would be dead. "Nigga you just tried to kill me!" I yelled running up to him and punching him in his chest making us start fighting.
"Bitch you ain't shit, why the fuck you kill my baby mane" He yelled in my face with his voice cracking while he tightened the grip around my neck.
Key rushed into the room, still wiping the crust out his eyes while he tried to get us off of each other "Fuck y'all doing? Let each other go"
"On Trent Imani, when I see your ass again you better run cause I ain't missing this time" His chest heaved up and down before he knocked some stuff off his dresser and walked out the room. "Hoe ass bitch"
"Uhh, fuck you do to my nigga?" Key scrunched up his face. I shook my head and walked past him out the room then out the house.
I felt sick to my stomach.
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how y'all feeling...?
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Ok sorry guys, lol. After this will probably be a big-time skip so be ready....
