C.W: This chapter contains scenes of expilicit sexual nature, mental health issues, panic attacks and recovery. Reader discretion is advised.
"Are you okay?" Moony asked coming up behind me as we travelled towards the womping willow.
Laughing somewhat manically I looked over my shoulder towards him with a questioning look.
"I'll take that as a no" he sighed, quickening his steps. "You know for someone so small you walk rather fast"
"I'll slow down when my fiancé is a free man and all death eathers are behind bars till then you'll just have to keep up Moony" I quipped as we reached the entrance of the tree.
Summoning every positive memory I could recall I whispered to my patronus sending it to let Sirius know recent developments.
"What now?" Moony asked anxiously fiddling with the edges ofnhis frayed jumper.
"We wait for him to show"
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The cold November air was cutting. Twenty minutes past in what felt like hours, leaving my fingers numb and my jaw clenched. Evening the warming charms worked into my cloak did little to keep the frosted breeze at bay.
The crescent moon hung high in the sky peaking out from the clouds just above the castle. It was peaceful, yet ominous.
Moony's constant pacing wasn't helping my growing nerves.
"He probably doesn't want me here petal maybe I should go" he stated for the sixteenth time.
"Moony, you're his best friend. He'll want to see you"
"He probably thinks I'm just as bad as Pettigrew, I didn't fight for him... I just believe dumbledore, I didn't fight for him, or Harry, or you. I may as well have betrayed him. There was a code, I brokenthe code last time the code was broken I didn't speak to him for six months. He has every right-"
"Shut up" I groaned. "They were very different circumstances and you know it. The past is past suck it up and move on don't loose any more time hanging onto what was, it can't be changed. We all lost too much."
"You were always the smart one petal" a husky voice same from the shadow of the tree.
Turning I saw sirius leaning against the three in an oversized coat and prision uniform that hung from his undernurished frame. His hair tick with grease. He lookes somewhat better than when he first showed up in my rooms.
Smiling, i took off full sprint, runnubg straight into his arms clinging to him as though hed disappear once more at a moments notice. He smelled of damp and dirt but i didnt care. We were so close, so close to him being free.
"I knew you could do it" he whispered into my ear with euch warmth my heart sored.
"Well rats shouldn't approach a snakes nest" I laughed tears rolling down my face as we broke apart. "Didnt I guve you clean cloths?"
"I dunno love, I think I rather pull.of the maniac serial kuller look rather well" he smiled cheekily. Rolling my eyes i stepped away looming back to Moony whonstood there still as a statue his wand held loosely in his grip.
"Looking a bit ragged, aren't we,
Sirius? Finally the skin reflects
the madness within." Moony joked, his eyes fixed onnthe ground between us.
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