Barbie || Beynika

🤍31: Intentions 🤍

Onika
December 23rd
Tennessee

"Gimme that big ball thing."

"You mean the blue ornament?."

"Whatever, just give it." Ming rolled her eyes at me, snatching the blue ball from my hand.

I heard footsteps coming down the stairs, I looked in that direction and it was Beyoncé. She had on just a big t shirt that stopped just above her knees. She didn't even pay me no attention and I bet she knew I was looking at her.

She hasn't spoken to me since I took her drunk ass home from Diamonté's party, despite the fact that we share the same bedroom. She could've decided to go stay in another room but she still stays in mine and sleeps in my bed without speaking to me and I don't even know why. If anything, she should be thanking me everyday for making sure she was safe.

I followed her into the kitchen and watched her take juice out of the fridge.

"Uhh good morning." I said in attempt to make a small conversation. She ignored me and proceeded to the pour the juice into a glass. It was like she hadn't even acknowledged I was in the room.

"Uhm... I said good morning.." Still, she ignored me.

"Alright, I'm done with this shit." Fed up with her nonsense, I stood up and stepped Infront of her. "Beyoncé."

"What?."

"Fuck you mean 'what' you haven't spoken to me for 4 days and we literally sleep on the same damn bed, what is the problem?."

"There's no problem." I was ready to kick her right now with how annoying she's being.

"Don't even give me that shit fr. You've been acting like this since I basically saved your ass at that party and I don't know why if anything you should be thanking me."

"Okay first, you didn't save my ass okay, I was just fine."

"Just fine?.. you couldn't even walk right." She moved me aside and began making her way out of the kitchen, without thinking I walked up and stood Infront of her again, looking her in the eye this time.

"Look, I sincerely don't know why you're mad-"

"I'm not mad Barbie." She says cutting me off.

"Then what's the matter?."

"I don't even know. I don't know what's going on anymore. I didn't want to make things weird but I love you I don't know why but I do and you confuse me you make it seem like you don't but you just called me yours a few days ago all the indecisiveness fucks with my head okay so I thought it was just better to ignore you which is a pretty dumb move because we're practically roommates." She sighed. I didn't even know what to say, I didn't expect all that.

"Woah." I said simply in shock. She sighed again, pushing me to the side and leaving me in the kitchen to replay her words over and over.

"You done messed up that girl." Amala said bringing me back from my thoughts.

"When did you get here?." I asked walking out of the kitchen with her following behind. She went out to get a few things Summer needed.

"A while ago. You know you should really make up your mind, I wouldn't want to speak to you either if you kept playing with my feelings the way you're doing with hers."

"I'm not playing with anybody's feelings!. It was never my intention to make her feel that way and I don't know why everyone's shipping us, and now she loves me I just feel it's moving all too fast. And I don't want to say I love her without being sure I do."

"But you do Nicki." She looked around after addressing me by my name to be sure Beyoncé wasn't around. "You literally went out at midnight to go get her."

"Because she wasn't safe, it was an act of humanity not love."

"Shit up for real. She was literally with her best friend and a bunch of people I really don't think that much could've happened to her. You know exactly what you're doing so I don't know what the fuck you're on with that it was never my intention nonsense. You're just extremely confused and turning something beautiful into a chaotic roller coaster."

"All this feelings shit was never even my plan. She isn't even supposed to be here right now."

"But she is because she loves you Onika and you love her too you're just stupid." And with that she left too.

I looked over at the tree and it was already fully decorated and ready for Christmas.

"Maybe I do love her." I sighed. Alot was really going on right now and if I was being honest with myself I really am confused. "We would've just focused on the mission but Summer had to go get pregnant for ol' girl's dad. I bet Danica doesn't have to deal with love over there." I sighed.

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Aaand, the story continues